the world is crashing down
hmm well i feel acomplished today, i did pretty much everything i planned to n then some. i manged to clean my room, apply for jobs, make time for the family n in a few im gunna shower, wait for steph n do some paperwork. im proud of myself lol. 2morrow im gunna clean my car.
i feel like this summer has woooshed by but its been an eventful one, with its ups n downs but it def taught me alot. ive met so many people this summer, some good and some bad, ive had my fair share of amazing times, and sucky ones. ive laughed so hard i couldnt breathe, and ive also cried that hard too. ive gotten so drunk i dont remember the night,and stayed sober to remember some of the best nights. ive made a fool of myself, and made myself look pretty good. ive heard some of the most ridic. rumors, and actually havent started any or spread any, thank goodness. ive seen death, but not seen life. ive changed alot but i think im back to square one. ive found someone who makes me smile and i can actually be myself around, he encourages me to be a better person and just makes me smile. hes a good friend. i have a best friend who has seen me throughout this whole sumer and knows about it all, weve been there for each other through some crazy times and i love her very much. i believe people do chnage n every1 deserves a 2nd chance and so far so good. im actually excited for school and everything that comes along with it. im lookin forward 2 my birthday too =] hmmm well im guna go run, shower, fill out some papers, n make a kick ass video with steph. so long sweet summer.
oxxo ash
i feel like this summer has woooshed by but its been an eventful one, with its ups n downs but it def taught me alot. ive met so many people this summer, some good and some bad, ive had my fair share of amazing times, and sucky ones. ive laughed so hard i couldnt breathe, and ive also cried that hard too. ive gotten so drunk i dont remember the night,and stayed sober to remember some of the best nights. ive made a fool of myself, and made myself look pretty good. ive heard some of the most ridic. rumors, and actually havent started any or spread any, thank goodness. ive seen death, but not seen life. ive changed alot but i think im back to square one. ive found someone who makes me smile and i can actually be myself around, he encourages me to be a better person and just makes me smile. hes a good friend. i have a best friend who has seen me throughout this whole sumer and knows about it all, weve been there for each other through some crazy times and i love her very much. i believe people do chnage n every1 deserves a 2nd chance and so far so good. im actually excited for school and everything that comes along with it. im lookin forward 2 my birthday too =] hmmm well im guna go run, shower, fill out some papers, n make a kick ass video with steph. so long sweet summer.
oxxo ash