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oh man. this feeling i have for this kid is so strong. and i didnt want it to get like this. when he asked me out. i stalled because i didnt want to get my heart broken. and i told him that, and he told me that he doesnt break hearts. so wait a minute..do i not count as breaking a heart?well he did break my heart, and i cant get over him. i started liking him in september. and now that we aren going out anymore, things arent gonna be the same, like they used to be, and this exactly what i didnt want to happen!!i want things to go back the way they used to be. when me and kurt were happy together [ well i was happy, i dunno about him ] and yeah. i just feel like my whole world has come to an end. this really sucks. and i feel bad for all of my friends that have been listening to me sulk since yesterday and im sorry you guys thanks for everything. i love this kid more then anything in the world and i just want him to finally realize that. i mean, last night, i couldnt go to sleep so i stayed up, watched 'a walk to remember' four times listened to music and stared at his picture. i know all of this sounds pathetic, but thats how i really feel. it hurts so much . im gonna go because my moms bitching at me again [ what else is new ] bye.
<3 [ Linz ]
<3 [ Linz ]