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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
-allison
-ali
-that one (HA!)
THREE SCREENNAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
-izzygirl02
-alichan02
-iikoizy
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-When i write things, I get stuck for a really long time, and then everything just suddenly bursts onto the page, and that's a really stressful way to write a kick-bum sounding piece of writing for me.
-i'm lazy
-always the struggle between what i 'should' do and what i want to do
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
-japanese
-norweigen
-portugal(ese?)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
-spiders
-dissapointing mentors
-my own emotions
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
-cell phone
-toothbrush
-at least one pony-tail holder on my wrist at all times
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
-dirty socks
-dumpy green sweatshirt that i wear around the house
-comfy thin long sleeved shirt. i haven't been out of the house since tacoma today. :) coooomfy clothes for me
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
-coldplay
-deathcab
-ben folds
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
-parachutes - coldplay
-emaline (live) - ben folds
-fake plastic trees - radiohead
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
-live away from home
-do my own laundry w00t. that's gonna be fun.
-get a new outfit and try some makeup out
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (LOVE IS A GIVEN):
-the eyes. so cliche, i know
-equal sacrifice
-maintain the original friendship
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
-ze bum. heheeheheheee
-what is it with the back of guys necks, the bottom part of their hair?
-it really doesn't matter, i love the whole person. that's all. :)
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
-crack my back
-get to bed before 8.30
-eat spicy things
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
-computer, itunes or lj or bbc
-halflife/halo with friends
-errands, don't laugh. ^^;
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REAL BADLY RIGHT NOW:
-...
-...
-...
THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING:
-something with philosophy
-people-person stuff, communication, teaching
-being a mom, waaaay far away from now
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
-Cambridge, England
-Australia PLEASE!
-Japan with maria. that is going to be one crazy trip someday.
THREE KIDS NAMES:
-caroline
-andrew
-james
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
-find the love of my life and have a house, a family
-own a green jetta
-work at nordstroms to get a huge discount.. ^^;
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
-you
-your mom
-your.. cat?
Freakin' a.. Well, I did the 9 question survey, so I guess I had it coming.
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It sounds like I missed a lot today in TOK. poo. Lj-cut time to rid your friends pages of my chunk of ranting.
Last night, I opened the mail to find a fresh new PLU application for incoming freshman. *scratches head in confusion until all hair has fallen out* This lead me to believe that my application is in a funk at the admission office. So, I called them up, and apparently everything's there except my letters of reccomdation. 0.0 BRAMAN, heads will roll. Well, one, YOURS! HA! Eeei, ok done sounding malicious.
Acutally, it was a really bad move not to check up on his progress since I did give it to him a month and a half ago, and he ensured me it would be sent in by my specified deadline (Jan 31). So I assumed that he would look at my given resume, write a wordy and flowery rec, and send it in my provided addressed envelope, stamp(s) included. And eat my rather large bag of home-made cookies while at his computer typing it away. Shut it.
BUT I did do something right, I got a back-up rec letter writer as well. And I figured, if PLU got both, hey, all the better for people to be bragging about me twice as much! But, apparently, she has not sent her's in either. She's a dear dear friend of my from church, I guess you could call her my mentor as of 5th grade or so. GAH.
I was on a computer in marketing, around the usual guys I hang out with in that class, and one of them, a sophmore, starts kicking my chair. And would not stop. After turning around multiple times and asking him to stop I finally lost it and shoved in his face 'What the f---?' And his reaction was this huge giddy smile of 'Hey, she finally said f---!' Stupid group of guys (who are usually pretty withstandable), of course start laughing and going along with him as I sign off and, as calmly as I could, walked to another part of the room. Two periods later I got really pissed off about something in TOK. In the evening I snapped at my mom about something, don't even remember anymore.
Speaking of mad, today I was giving Jansen a ride home from BCC (on the way back from Tacoma) and telling him about my day, and how I had finally made a new friend in the cello section because of today's concert, and his intital reaction was getting pissed off about the fact that I knew someone he didn't, or something along those lines..? I don't know. But in general, today was much better than yesterday. Either way its all hormonal stuff anyway and I shouldn't think too much on it, probably.
Thought a lot about this scene in Big Fish today:
>This town is everything a man could ask for. And if I were to end up here, I'd consider myself lucky. But the fact is, I'm not ready to end up anywhere.
>>How are you gonna make it without your shoes?
>I suspect it will hurt a lot.
>>You won't find a better place!
>I don't expect to.
>>Promise me you'll come back.
>I promise. Someday. When I'm really supposed to.
Even though I'm not ready to end up anywhere, for some reason I have this really heavy and present feeling that God truely has a plan for me, and that I'll find my niche. Someday, I really will.