#35
so we lost the swim meet just like i had planned to.
matt flirted with me the whole time. =P.
not sure i liked that too much.
jon ended up showing up!
i think i bored him a little.
sorry jon! XP!
i swam the same races i did last time.
only i got 3rd in every race.
in some of them i'm not even sure if i tried my hardest
if i could get first. =\
smokin' too many cigarettes lately man.
i miss my mommy.
i sound 14 for saying that, but i feel 14 for feeling it.
my dad slapped me today because i was being "a stupid bitch"
he really loves that phrase.
i didn't cry this time though.
i'm thinking i'm completely 100% not emo.
i hardly cry about anything, and when i do it's usually because
of my dad.
who i hate btw.
i've been playing my keyboard a lot lately.
für elise here i come.
uhm..
what else is on my mind.
well andy.
d'uh.
=)!
he's out with mae and jay right now.
i'm sitting here missing him.
and i don't think i can go to warped tour tomorrow.
and i'm super disappointed.
swim team pictures are tomorrow, but i hate pictures.
so i told michele [my bitchass stepmom] to not buy me any.
i'm sort of hungry.
but i'm exhausted and also very VERY pissed off right now.
matt flirted with me the whole time. =P.
not sure i liked that too much.
jon ended up showing up!
i think i bored him a little.
sorry jon! XP!
i swam the same races i did last time.
only i got 3rd in every race.
in some of them i'm not even sure if i tried my hardest
if i could get first. =\
smokin' too many cigarettes lately man.
i miss my mommy.
i sound 14 for saying that, but i feel 14 for feeling it.
my dad slapped me today because i was being "a stupid bitch"
he really loves that phrase.
i didn't cry this time though.
i'm thinking i'm completely 100% not emo.
i hardly cry about anything, and when i do it's usually because
of my dad.
who i hate btw.
i've been playing my keyboard a lot lately.
für elise here i come.
uhm..
what else is on my mind.
well andy.
d'uh.
=)!
he's out with mae and jay right now.
i'm sitting here missing him.
and i don't think i can go to warped tour tomorrow.
and i'm super disappointed.
swim team pictures are tomorrow, but i hate pictures.
so i told michele [my bitchass stepmom] to not buy me any.
i'm sort of hungry.
but i'm exhausted and also very VERY pissed off right now.