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Well my post just got deleted so imma say this shit in a mudda fuckin nut shell.
=tonight was a shitty bday dinner with my parents. bad shit happened, and i was about to do my self in.
-feel likei cant talk to anybody . i have nobody to talk to anymore.
-my worst fear is being alone, and that is my current state right now. Alone, and fucking scared. i hate being alone
-I need to leave LA, dont feel safe here. Scared of being alone where i used to not be alone.
-I need a fucking girlfriend thats trustworthy, i can see all the time, and that would be there for me even if we broke up.
- i just plain flat out need somebody that can be there for me, and help me with my day to day problems.
-i wish someone actually reads my journal.
=tonight was a shitty bday dinner with my parents. bad shit happened, and i was about to do my self in.
-feel likei cant talk to anybody . i have nobody to talk to anymore.
-my worst fear is being alone, and that is my current state right now. Alone, and fucking scared. i hate being alone
-I need to leave LA, dont feel safe here. Scared of being alone where i used to not be alone.
-I need a fucking girlfriend thats trustworthy, i can see all the time, and that would be there for me even if we broke up.
- i just plain flat out need somebody that can be there for me, and help me with my day to day problems.
-i wish someone actually reads my journal.