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Oct 25, 2012 16:25

Today, I turned 19. Wheee Happy birthday to me! Also, today my dear friend celebrates her birthday. Happy birthday Coeli!

It's been quite some time since I made a blog post. Even if I don't get to write about things that are happening to me, I'm still hoping to keep this blog alive. I want to have something specific to look back to when the time for remembering comes.

I've been very busy with my school, crying and failing exams, but I'm still alive. Engineering is really sucking the youth out of me, or at least trying, but I'm not gonna let it win. School can be such an ass sometimes, but without it life wouldn't be so exciting. Don't get me wrong, I do love my course, and everybody in it, it's just that sometimes it's hard to keep a smile when everything's just killing you inside. Up in the head in particular. We've all had sleepless nights of studying and crying, and being frustrated and all, but all these years worth of head trauma taught us to NEVER GIVE UP. We have a very bright future ahead of us and if we're lucky, we might just make it. We've gone in too deep to back out now, might as well get this over with. 5 more semesters to go, and all of the crying will finally be worth it.

Speaking of worthy tears, I'm doing pretty well with the boy I often talk about. I guess you can say we've gone exclusive, because there aren't any others involved anymore, and I'm praying hard there wouldn't be again, ever. We're not yet officially going out, but we're happy with how things are between us. If we'd have to have a label, I guess people can call us "waiting on each other." I'm really happy things turned out okay between us. I have God to thank for every single day. I just hope the girl he left is healing now, because I wouldn't want to be the cause of anybody's pain. But well, I guess it wouldn't be ME in particular. But. You get what I'm saying.

Off topic, I WENT AND SAW BIG BANG YESTERDAY. They had a concert at the Mall of Asia Arena, AND IT WAS FANTASTIC. A full two-and-a-half show, no more front acts, no more dilly dallying, straight to the point. Opening number up to the encore was a blast! No dull moments. We had seats but had to stand the whole show because Big Bang just wouldn't let us sit. Adrenaline rush the whole time. AND I FINALLY GOT TO SEE TAEYANG PERFORM WEDDING DRESS LIVE! The BEST and I mean THE BEST pre-birthday celebration EVER. The tickets were a gift from a very very loving friend. Thank you Vicky! :D We were seated at the middle lower box, near enough to actually see them, but not near enough to have a chance at the things they throw to the audience LOL. But that doesn't matter. We've had a fantastic night nonetheless. ♪Wow. FANTASTIC BABY!



The official VIP Glow stick! 


I'm really happy with everything right now. I wish that somehow, everybody could feel the same.

birthday post, real life, public post, random, fangirling, kr: big bang, the college life

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