Mar 23, 2008 01:49
honestly, I've never known what the word content meant,
until now.
I'm finally over the stupid nonsense that has been my "life" the past 6 months, wanting someone you cant have, loosing people you thought you cared about, & making enemies for NO reason.
I just wish other people would get there shit straight & either confront me about it, or simply get over it, we're all(well.. some of us) are mature adults & don't need to waste their time on HIGHSCHOOL bullshit.
I've been graduated for almost a year in a half now, & yet... I still feel like it's clouding my attention on other things. I'm grown up, getting a new car, making payments, doing my own thing & all those other people that said I couldn't do it... haaaaaaaaaa watch me bitch :)
It's all about motivation & moving forward. & I've found my lucky starrr bitch. She makes me wana be a better person, for her & for myself, & for that matter, my family. Monicaaaaaaa is the most amazing girl I've ever met.
But on that note, I've gotta get to bed, just wanted to vent for a lil bit about things.
I'll keep ya'll updated on everything ! But for now, I love my friends, & noooooooooo one can bring me down anymore <3