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[iii_heartuu]

 Everythings really starting to look up in my life. I've tried to find ways to figure out the little details in my life... the little things I've never witnessed before. Since chris is finally out of my life, I've understood more about life, school, love, & passion. My life's staring to all come together amazingLY. I've got the people who mean the most to me helping me 24-7. All the little people who didn't matter, just kinda disappeared. That's how it's supposed to go I guess, I've just never witnessed it. I've found out what makes me happy, what makes me sad, what makes me emotional, what makes me strong, ALL ON MY OWN. I've patched up all the drama in my life, kept my chin up & got rid of the bad, even though I really didn't want too. When I think about my past, I don't regret ONE THING. Sure, shit has definitly gone down that shouldn't have, But it made me stronger in so many different ways. The other  day I sat on my computer & made a list of goals & dreams, I've never done that in my life. It really made me think. What should I do with my life? Do I like the way it's going? NO, not one bit. I quit my job It wasnt fun anymore. I had no motivation to do anything. Now, I'm getting a new job, & a new life. I'm going to prove to everyone that you can learn from your mistakes. :)

I know who I am, what I want to be, & HOW to do it.
No one can hold me back anymore.
I am my own person.
I can do it.
watch me.
bitch. 
<3