(no subject)
alot of things have been stressfull latley but not so bad... things just seem to suck sometimes and i dont know what to do about it, when you like someone and you know you always will but you cant say it to them and you know they feel the same but they have someone else...it sucks so i just know i need to move on to something else, and i know something better is out there for me. Like this one guy, hes really cute sweet awesome personality we click..i dont know, it just dosnt make sense..im probably not even on the same boat as him, cuz everytime i seem to like someone or be intrested it never goes well, or how i wish it would..i've hooked up with 3 guys after me and mike broke up. I'm still not fully over it. Mike was my only real boyfriend...i dont know what it is like to be with anyone else, and i really want to find out.Ijust need to settle down with someone and get into a relationship, I mean mike has he has a new gf which is awesome ya kno? good for him...but im not going to push anything because things just never go how i want them to..hopefully thinsg will go up soon..this weekend wasnt so bad, i thought it be better but it was alright jason, tim, and rob came down i was really looking forward to chillen with them...it was a good time wasnt crazy but pretty chill..tim is the funniest kid i have ever met, hes great. and Jason and me are so much alike its kind weird..haha i like talking to him alot though hes really straight, rob n yvette are so annoying all they do is fight! its ridiculous. I dont know well see how things go from here, hopefully next time they come to visit it will be more fun n crazy. well see how things go though..i'll update l8tr.