Aug 07, 2004 16:11
yesterday bb me jax leelee jenni bug n palardy went to oasis it was alright. i someone i didnt want to see there because i am going to earse them or at least try for a long time. I mean i decided if its ment to be then well...that person will come back from me if not im not going to dwell on it. then we went back to biancas very very emo night and i love you guys! i got picked up and then i went to target i bought the yellowcard cd. =) that cd is amazing. i think i have now fallen in love with something else. ::smiles:: a cd. =/. i saw wes and sal at oasis we all chilled for a while and i saw nick and donald there so awesome i love them! nick got his ear peiced ouchyy...i got my belly button periced n now im gonna get my catilage....woot woot. jennifer left on her cruise today thats awesome. shes gonna have fun she wasnt having a good night last night so i tried to cheer her up. aparently vinny likes bianca. that sucks. she dosnt like him. she likes some one else. andrew didnt end up coming to b's house after he had work maybe we will chill today? duno...im probably gonna be bored tonight i have like nothing to do..ashlee is in love literally w/ someone. happy!!!!....haha hes really cool though. n jax n evan are good so is jessi n ryland. =) someone has to be happy. hahah. the book sale is on monday. -er- not excited but i guess im excited about home coming and everything. there's some people at my house...i dont know them...haha. i wonder who they are? oh well...this week coming up is gonna be fun everyday im gonna be with my friends sleeping at peoples houses and stuff...ah. party! woot woot. im gonna get so wasted i know it. i cant wait i need it def. this whole lets just moan over something thats not worth moaning over. is so over. there over it. and i def. am...like i said whats meant to be is meant to be. we had a "sayonce" last night. not. haha. we lit a candle and told each other everything i was the most emotional one. for my reason's. i love my friends i dont know what i would do with out them. latley everythings just been a bluhr. ya kno? it will eventally fade though so. w/e ah. lee lee is online im gonna talk to her...xo. <3
Netty
Here. A little jealousy
I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night
Cause I feel like I'm inside out
You got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend
The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, the two of us
The two of use take breath like one
The two of us, the two of us
I guess that this is over now
I guess it's called the falling out
But everyday I'm learning how to make it through this life I'm in
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend