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ok. so here goes.
after everything or when i last wrote a lot has changed in my life.
alot like you have no idea.
i had a boyfriend. his name was mike.
we went out for a while.
most of you know what happend w/ that
but he is a asshole. and i dont care about him
whatsoever.
and now im alone and single.
once again
annette has failed in another one of her relationships
but really what else is knew?
im starting to get to used to it.
oh friends wise yes. i have friends still
but no bestfriend
and no true friends.
just friends
i've noticed that girls. really are evil like no joke.
all they care about is themselves
and it makes me sick.
i dont tell anyone my secrets anymore.
i only say what should be said.
because i know if i were to say it out loud.
or something shit would happen.
frienda have done messed up things to me.
but w/e life goes on.
school im like failing everything.
no joke im doing so bad.
it sucks.
but im gonna try harder i guess. what else can you do?
oh i have no electricty ethier im at my dad's office.
thank god. i was going insane at home
but anyways. yes i need someone.
i dont care what girls say to me about not having a boyfriend n being single
or going around n hookiung up.
thats not me..maybe its them but i like havin a boyfriend.
single isnt bad i mean
i just miss cuddeling and knowing someone likes me n cares for me.
i miss that.
but besides that all lifes okay i suppose....
i miss some old friends ALOt...
and i want to grow up already. and be set w/ life
i hate being so confused on everything.
who i am what i want where i wanna be.
I HATE IT.
i just wanna know already or have a hint...
it sucks cuz people dont realize that
for all you know
that eprson who u will be w/ forever may be in your life.
and it may be the most random person to you now
but things change
or maybe the person you dont even talk to and everyday pass by in the halls
or drive by
and for all you know you may not even be here to witness who you will become or what you
are suppose to be become.
i just wanna know who i am. who ill be what ill be.
im nervous to know though..
these thoughts cross my mind almost eveyday..
i know im extreamly pesnive..
its a bad thing
and im really emotional.
i cry alot.
but thats just me. i know im weird.
and unique...
but w/e...
life is so confusing...
after everything or when i last wrote a lot has changed in my life.
alot like you have no idea.
i had a boyfriend. his name was mike.
we went out for a while.
most of you know what happend w/ that
but he is a asshole. and i dont care about him
whatsoever.
and now im alone and single.
once again
annette has failed in another one of her relationships
but really what else is knew?
im starting to get to used to it.
oh friends wise yes. i have friends still
but no bestfriend
and no true friends.
just friends
i've noticed that girls. really are evil like no joke.
all they care about is themselves
and it makes me sick.
i dont tell anyone my secrets anymore.
i only say what should be said.
because i know if i were to say it out loud.
or something shit would happen.
frienda have done messed up things to me.
but w/e life goes on.
school im like failing everything.
no joke im doing so bad.
it sucks.
but im gonna try harder i guess. what else can you do?
oh i have no electricty ethier im at my dad's office.
thank god. i was going insane at home
but anyways. yes i need someone.
i dont care what girls say to me about not having a boyfriend n being single
or going around n hookiung up.
thats not me..maybe its them but i like havin a boyfriend.
single isnt bad i mean
i just miss cuddeling and knowing someone likes me n cares for me.
i miss that.
but besides that all lifes okay i suppose....
i miss some old friends ALOt...
and i want to grow up already. and be set w/ life
i hate being so confused on everything.
who i am what i want where i wanna be.
I HATE IT.
i just wanna know already or have a hint...
it sucks cuz people dont realize that
for all you know
that eprson who u will be w/ forever may be in your life.
and it may be the most random person to you now
but things change
or maybe the person you dont even talk to and everyday pass by in the halls
or drive by
and for all you know you may not even be here to witness who you will become or what you
are suppose to be become.
i just wanna know who i am. who ill be what ill be.
im nervous to know though..
these thoughts cross my mind almost eveyday..
i know im extreamly pesnive..
its a bad thing
and im really emotional.
i cry alot.
but thats just me. i know im weird.
and unique...
but w/e...
life is so confusing...