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Ok. This Journal entry is about my Friends, Guys, and Life.
Im so sick of people being idiots. Like i really am. Im coming fuckin out stopping all this shit. I hate always havin to feel like im being sum1im not. Im not one of those girls e who smoke, drink, have sex. no im not like im done smoking, and drinkin . never had fuckin sex all u assholes who think i have. Im a damn virgin Like you dont know me so dont judge. People thinking im a bitch or just not liking me for no reason. Thats gay. I dont care anymore. I dont have prob. w/ smokin drinkin i just personally am done. for my reasons. and if someone is going to read this and be like wtf. ok well fuck you. Im sick of my friends only being my friend cuz of a guy or cuz we have like 1 thing in common. Ppl judge to much its all a contest and im sick of it. so i loose. w/e. Big deal. Your not my friend. I have hardly any friends and im sad that i figurds ou this outtonight if i was drunk sick or anything. I know you wouldnt help me you would only do it because you didnt t want to get in trouble. so w/e dont give me your bullshit "i love you". Cuz you dont. I hate liars and fakes and alot of the ppl i know are that.
I look happy all the time, like everythigs cool. I try to be friends w/ everyone. im over it. i am. if you dont like me then w/e dont like me. I dont need your friendships. I dont need anyone. i can relie on myself.
Boyfriends. I dont miss Mike at all. first off. But i have a crush well someone whos cute. and i wouldnt mind to get to know better. but i dont think it mutual idk wat it is. like im confused. I am not down for a hook up so if thats wat hes looking for um. not over here. im not like that anymore.and im thinkin hes not ethier but im not sure? Im going to be myself not someone who has to be in the crowd or impress everyone. I dont really KNOW this guy but maybe he likes me too. im intrested in him though. Oh yea. and...he seems to be a realy sweet guy. someone good for me. Knowing i have had an ass as a bf last time. But well see how it goes from here because usually i like jerks.but i may be wrong in thinking hes a good guy (I hope im not)....and ppl say w/e u want cuz i like this person well. i dont care what u think this is me and no ones going to do anything about it.
I dont even think i want to go to Chili cook off anymore. IM so sick of everyone right now.i had a bad night and this is just me exploding. bye.
Im so sick of people being idiots. Like i really am. Im coming fuckin out stopping all this shit. I hate always havin to feel like im being sum1im not. Im not one of those girls e who smoke, drink, have sex. no im not like im done smoking, and drinkin . never had fuckin sex all u assholes who think i have. Im a damn virgin Like you dont know me so dont judge. People thinking im a bitch or just not liking me for no reason. Thats gay. I dont care anymore. I dont have prob. w/ smokin drinkin i just personally am done. for my reasons. and if someone is going to read this and be like wtf. ok well fuck you. Im sick of my friends only being my friend cuz of a guy or cuz we have like 1 thing in common. Ppl judge to much its all a contest and im sick of it. so i loose. w/e. Big deal. Your not my friend. I have hardly any friends and im sad that i figurds ou this outtonight if i was drunk sick or anything. I know you wouldnt help me you would only do it because you didnt t want to get in trouble. so w/e dont give me your bullshit "i love you". Cuz you dont. I hate liars and fakes and alot of the ppl i know are that.
I look happy all the time, like everythigs cool. I try to be friends w/ everyone. im over it. i am. if you dont like me then w/e dont like me. I dont need your friendships. I dont need anyone. i can relie on myself.
Boyfriends. I dont miss Mike at all. first off. But i have a crush well someone whos cute. and i wouldnt mind to get to know better. but i dont think it mutual idk wat it is. like im confused. I am not down for a hook up so if thats wat hes looking for um. not over here. im not like that anymore.and im thinkin hes not ethier but im not sure? Im going to be myself not someone who has to be in the crowd or impress everyone. I dont really KNOW this guy but maybe he likes me too. im intrested in him though. Oh yea. and...he seems to be a realy sweet guy. someone good for me. Knowing i have had an ass as a bf last time. But well see how it goes from here because usually i like jerks.but i may be wrong in thinking hes a good guy (I hope im not)....and ppl say w/e u want cuz i like this person well. i dont care what u think this is me and no ones going to do anything about it.
I dont even think i want to go to Chili cook off anymore. IM so sick of everyone right now.i had a bad night and this is just me exploding. bye.