The air feels FUCKINg crisp...
hot damn it's back again. fall's back again, with a brand new bag, papa!!!!!!!! It's coming fast this year, it's already freezing, damn climate change, we're all fucked. I'd like to make future plans but because of climate change we're all fucked! Now I'll just wait around for the end of the world, cuz let's face it, we're all fucked!! ohh haha I'm just kidding there's no such thing as climate change, liberals created it to push their 'green' agenda. fucking hippies. I didn't ask for it, but we're living in the end of times. You could call me paranoid, but the safe bet is that I'm right. No one cares either, THAT'S THE FUNNY PART. Let's all do something while our world comes crashing down around us, let us hold hands and rejoice in jesus. What else could we do? Nah I'm just playing, we couldn't be the cause of global catastrophe. It's just not possible, and it's even laughable when i think about it. Americans, though. Oh good god, my dad likes to keep his faith about americans. We're the ones trying to fix the world's problems, eh? Oh hahaha dad, you watch all the wrong things, or maybe I do. All these protesters in Washington. Comparing the president to hitler. Saying that we're gonna become fascist. It all sounds very familiar, but where were they when the real threat was around? Oh? There is still a real threat? you don' believe much in democracy anymore, is that what I'm hearing? I would suppose that sounds about right. He probably is worse than stalin, hitler, and mao combined. But who isn't? Lol john kerry? lol. lolz. Same shit, different asshole, is that what they say on southpark? Southpark republicans aka Libertarians. They all laugh and then 2012. 2012 what a big crock of new age shit. Conspiracy theorists will buy that shit, and ignore the facts and the real threats. Let them be paranoid about their make believe apocalypse, while the world really ends AT THEIR FINGERS AAAHHAHAHA. Truth be told i used to worry about 2012. Then i started getting a brain, Morans!!! 
it's like butter, slick slick butter.
Some nights i can't draw, or read, or make anything, can't watch t.v. can't be productive at all. Then i just sit and write and i do feel better, but i know I'm barely human when i do. What a self centered, totally human cliche. None of this could even have a meaning on further review, and he's the executor of my estate, as some would likely say. I'm trying to read books but they are just confusing. I forget the words a second after i read them so what's the point? So i can brag that i've read them and put them on the shelf as lil trophies that fit neatly in a row? Why? I can say that I've read several, But did i really learn everything i could from them? I'm a fake. I should only do anything to indulge in spiritual essence, the spiritual essence of another individual, and not my own. I can't stand my own essence, it makes me fucking sick. On a lighter note, i might be quitting pizza hut!!! But i would honestly feel bad, 1. because tom got me the job and he would still be there, and 2. because the people there aren't all that bad. It's not a TERRIBLE gig. I guess. Well actually it is. Maybe I'll stay part part-time. Yeah i can do a few hours a week. But I'll wane off of it. Yeah.. I'll just slowly make my presence less known. Gotta keep the fingers moving, right? What else is there to do besides to keep them fingers moving. My dad says idle fingers finger the devil, or something close to that, so i gotta keep my fingers moving to appease my family name, and not the devil.TLC is the worst channel in history. No MTV is? I can't tell. Bravo is pretty bad.. All selling something packaged as "culture" but really everything is concocted to allow their sponsors to reach their bottom line. Or something related to that. It's just hard to watch reality T.V. knowing that EVERYTHIng is probably planned and scripted, or at least somewhat coerced by the producers in order to garner ratings. It might be a platitude, but nothing real about reality T.V. I'm a sucker for sucker punches however.
CAn'T WAIT FOR GRAD SCHOOL WHAT WHAT?!?!?!
it's like butter, slick slick butter.
Some nights i can't draw, or read, or make anything, can't watch t.v. can't be productive at all. Then i just sit and write and i do feel better, but i know I'm barely human when i do. What a self centered, totally human cliche. None of this could even have a meaning on further review, and he's the executor of my estate, as some would likely say. I'm trying to read books but they are just confusing. I forget the words a second after i read them so what's the point? So i can brag that i've read them and put them on the shelf as lil trophies that fit neatly in a row? Why? I can say that I've read several, But did i really learn everything i could from them? I'm a fake. I should only do anything to indulge in spiritual essence, the spiritual essence of another individual, and not my own. I can't stand my own essence, it makes me fucking sick. On a lighter note, i might be quitting pizza hut!!! But i would honestly feel bad, 1. because tom got me the job and he would still be there, and 2. because the people there aren't all that bad. It's not a TERRIBLE gig. I guess. Well actually it is. Maybe I'll stay part part-time. Yeah i can do a few hours a week. But I'll wane off of it. Yeah.. I'll just slowly make my presence less known. Gotta keep the fingers moving, right? What else is there to do besides to keep them fingers moving. My dad says idle fingers finger the devil, or something close to that, so i gotta keep my fingers moving to appease my family name, and not the devil.TLC is the worst channel in history. No MTV is? I can't tell. Bravo is pretty bad.. All selling something packaged as "culture" but really everything is concocted to allow their sponsors to reach their bottom line. Or something related to that. It's just hard to watch reality T.V. knowing that EVERYTHIng is probably planned and scripted, or at least somewhat coerced by the producers in order to garner ratings. It might be a platitude, but nothing real about reality T.V. I'm a sucker for sucker punches however.
CAn'T WAIT FOR GRAD SCHOOL WHAT WHAT?!?!?!