life is soo blah

[iievilxqueenii]

hmm.. i've been thinking alot lately.
abt the one person i thought i liked,
the one guy i've like for oh so long.
and i realized that i dont really like
him. well not anymore. i think i just
love him. but in a best friends way.

lately ive been liking someone else. and
its really weird. cuz i dont know how he
feels about me. and im not going to just
come out n ask him. cuz thats just weird.

how come the guy i want, i never get, but
the guys i dont want, i get. its not fair.
why cant he just like me, like i like him?
no that cant happen, cuz then my life would
be easy, and i wouldnt be able to complain.