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all i need is time, a moment that is mine while im in between
i wanna listen to lifehouse "somewhere in between"
i wish i saw catie more often. im gonna miss her when i move
theres only a few people worth missing when i move and whether or not theyll miss me back is what gets me wondering
i have a lot on my mind, like prom and summertime and how things will work out for me.
i feel like in june ill be stepping out of the door from a comfortable life and going back to an unstable one. i know it sounds terrible and if i wanted to change it, why dont i, but i feel i cant anymore. i wish i could stay in milltown until summer was over. i am really gonna miss the people that make me happy.
i wanna go tanning more, i love being tan, i get my dress tomorrow too so thats good, two days before prom rite?! aghhhh
i feel like im breaking down on the inside and that im keeping it to myself, quietly tucked away in my mind, heart and soul, as my own present to myself. but more of a pandoras box sorta thing. who knows whats gonna happen to me within the next few weeks before i move.
i brought a camera to be devoloped yesteray and on it are pictures that tim took of his nipple. so im a little worried to get it back.
i feel like by leaving town that ill be losing everything, and all my memories will stay there. at least ill get to decorate a new room and what have you. i wanna see jeff lins and i wanna hug vicky tight and make her happy cuz i saw her in the hallway crying :(
god give me strength, even though i dont know how much i believe in you anymore anyway.
i wanna listen to lifehouse "somewhere in between"
i wish i saw catie more often. im gonna miss her when i move
theres only a few people worth missing when i move and whether or not theyll miss me back is what gets me wondering
i have a lot on my mind, like prom and summertime and how things will work out for me.
i feel like in june ill be stepping out of the door from a comfortable life and going back to an unstable one. i know it sounds terrible and if i wanted to change it, why dont i, but i feel i cant anymore. i wish i could stay in milltown until summer was over. i am really gonna miss the people that make me happy.
i wanna go tanning more, i love being tan, i get my dress tomorrow too so thats good, two days before prom rite?! aghhhh
i feel like im breaking down on the inside and that im keeping it to myself, quietly tucked away in my mind, heart and soul, as my own present to myself. but more of a pandoras box sorta thing. who knows whats gonna happen to me within the next few weeks before i move.
i brought a camera to be devoloped yesteray and on it are pictures that tim took of his nipple. so im a little worried to get it back.
i feel like by leaving town that ill be losing everything, and all my memories will stay there. at least ill get to decorate a new room and what have you. i wanna see jeff lins and i wanna hug vicky tight and make her happy cuz i saw her in the hallway crying :(
god give me strength, even though i dont know how much i believe in you anymore anyway.