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Hello I've been sitting on flamingo road waiting for AAA since I got off at 4 and I ran out of things to lurk so I suppose I'll bear a bit of my soul now. I charged my phone in the bathroom at work today which turned out to be very smart. I am moved out of my darling little house that I am going to miss on Reflections, its a nice feeling to know that beautiful things went on there and not raunchy who knows what beer bottles in toilets shit like the other places. I suppose that's why we earned our security deposit back. Which was crucial for my move this month. Right now I'm staying at my parents in my mother's bed with my douglas and it is a trying situation to say the least. I wasn't allowed to go swim at shanes house because I had to go home and do chores because I'm not paying rent. Chores. Hahhaa.. Remember the last time I had to move back in with my parents a few years ago? Haha I think I posted an entry about it then and drew a picture of Deb as satan. Anyway I have to appreciate the free food and free air conditioning. Deb can get diva with me all she wants. I see the death of lj coming I really find it totally awkward telling everyone what my deal is. I really have no idea who I'm even talking to. I mean sure I can't dismiss the thought that it would be rad if I had a boyfriend to bring me a gas can so I wasn't sitting on the curb for 3 hours on my blackberry. But everyone I ever fall in love with doesn't have a dime for a date much less the chivalry or means to save me from the side of the road. I'll never be spoiled because I wouldn't ever choose anyone for standing so tall so I feel I'm going to have to let this secret materialistic lazy princess fantasy go. God dammit
See I don't want everyone to know these things about me why did I just write in a public forum. That's what I feel some of you should be saying after you post your public entries too. I'll keep my lj just for my friends page I'll just have to avoid the update tab. Seriously don't you guys feel awkward telling the entire internets about your sex life/quirks/desires/daily play by play/etc.? I like a little mystery personally
But I understand everyone has a weak lonely brokedown car moment and needs to address an audience of cyber infinity. Its just so revealing!
See I don't want everyone to know these things about me why did I just write in a public forum. That's what I feel some of you should be saying after you post your public entries too. I'll keep my lj just for my friends page I'll just have to avoid the update tab. Seriously don't you guys feel awkward telling the entire internets about your sex life/quirks/desires/daily play by play/etc.? I like a little mystery personally
But I understand everyone has a weak lonely brokedown car moment and needs to address an audience of cyber infinity. Its just so revealing!