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i have been crying for the past three days.
not just crying..
but hysterical.

i can't believe this is happening to me
again

i can't believe that not only did i have to go
through with it with one parent.. i have to go 
through with it with two.

i can't go back to how it used to be
especially in that apartment.
i can't get along with her.

i can't keep argueing with him, thats all we seem to do
but he has been there for me through everything.
just sometimes, i know he gets annoyed with me..
but what can i do when he is out till four and im balling my
eyes out all night... of course i am going to be snappy with him.

i can't . i can't . i can't .
thats all i have been saying for the past
 couple of weeks... well you know what?

i can.
and i can get the fuck out of here.