hmmm.
why can i never act normal around certain people??its so strange. i mean, its not like i am putting on a fake facade but sometimes i get all nervous and start repeating myself and saying foolish things.and when he would just accidentally touch me, i swear there were sparks shooting out of my heart. my whole body would tremble. it just made me happy, and that, i guess is all i will get. oh well, whatev.i will live, no worries because it is BREAK!
it was so awesome to hang out with new people tonight! i totally love everyone i met! Lexi, Erin, Gina(i already knew her from choir but we never really chatted before!)Those girls are so sweet and i want to KNOW them!! hehe. i don't even know if they have lj's but if they do i hope they read this because i think they are all the kewlest ever! i hope they are all gonna be in town over break because i want to hang out with them.=) yay! i love meeting new ppl. i feel like such a five year old when i say that but it is so true!!i am totally gonna be a drama dept. superfan for the rest of this year!! I LOVE THE ONE ACTS! TO EVERYONE WHO WAS EVEN REMOTELY INVOLVED IN THEM: A-W-E-S-O-M-E JOB. everything was so well put together and entertaining. it was truly stellar! i am so proud of all my friends-new and old!=)
after the one acts i was gonna go to the casino with dave and nichole, but i was really hungry and a bunch of other ppl were going to perkins, so i guess i kinda ditched dave and nichole and i feel pretty bad about that. i hope they weren't mad.=( its just that i was really hungry and not really in the mood to be in a smokey place.so if you are angry I AM SORRY!! will you ever forgive me?? hehe. we should go over break sometime=) any hoo. and now to totally copy dave/ashley and lara i am going to type a lot about why i am excited for this break and what i really think about people!
things to look forward to:
no high school for NINE WHOLE DAYS!
road trip to visit eau claire from the 24th-27th
i get to see annie, driever, possibly bean and other awesome eauclairians!
no homework!
(almost)no stress!
i get to practice my bellydancing all the time!
i can listen to the cd's i have been missing
i have time to paint!!
hanging out with britt, aj, and other gucci-stars at britt's parent free house(hehehe-i love my chic friends)
going with britt and aj to the boys' house again
seeing all the awesome people that i have just recently become acquainted with!!
SLEEPING!
loving life once again.
WHAT I REALLY THINK!!:
you are small in stature but your heart is twice the size as it needs to be. you are so sweet and always make me laugh. we see eye to eye on every topic, belief and issue EXCEPT for our heights. but who cares? your name is ashley o, and i love you so!!
annie h. you are my soul mate in every way. we are going to the same college by chance, and almost every good quality i have i owe to you. i am openminded and love diversity because of you.
awww. that is the thing i think the most whenever i talk to you. nick driever, you are so sweet to me. i always smile when i see you sign online. thank you for that gift.
joe, i know you will never read this but you mean the world to me. i would do anything for you. you have made me a stronger person and a weaker person at the same time. you taught me true love.
we have really random conversations, as well as really meaningful ones. we know a lot about eachothers love/sex(or lack there of-mostly in my case) lives. anders, i love you, you are absolutely hilarious and incredibly insightful.
you have been nothing but fun and unique since i first met you one fateful day at Open Mind. i LOVE your name and your great style... and yet we have STILL not hung out. lets try for sometime over the break, k Lara?
Rachel= another gem i met though open mind. before i knew you, i had a crush on your boyfriend, and than i met you and was like "she is soo awesome!" and you and sam are pretty much perfect together, so don't worry, i won't flirt with him(too much) TOTALLY KIDDING!(about the flirting) i love you and we ALSO must hang out because you always make me smile. thanks for letting me invade your lunch table every once in awhile!hehe
i just met you this year in photo, but i already feel like i have known you for a long time. you are hilarious and we both say the strangest things. Megan,the randomness of life is awesome, and in a way vanity fair made sense in a completely nonsensical way. i still have to read that book...=)
i just met you this year also, my friend ashley introduced me and i think you are awesome. my brother apparently thought so too the one time you were at my house because now he tries to dress like you, thanks for teaching him STYLE, Scott!
you were my best friend in 6th grade i believe, then we kind of drifted, but i never forgot you and i and our obsessions with frogs, marcos and other strange things.you have BEAUTIFUL long blonde PERFECT MERMAID HAIR. of which i am INSANELY jealous!! now you are co-teaching me bellydancing and i love it! thanks,Em for being so cheerful and fun all the time! love you!!! lets hang out even more now! ok??
and don't worry Mar, there is no way i would leave you out. you have the patience of a saint when it comes to teaching me things. from crazy-hard chem problems to shimmying you should be a teacher of some sort. and of course you also have been blessed with the most perfect LONG BLONDE mermaid hair. me=jealous forever. i love you tons! lets hang out more because you rock!
little liz- you are another gal with a petite stature but a big heart. you are so sweet and caring. i am so glad you are learning how to bellydance with me! it is so much fun. choralaires has been wonderful with you-i am so glad i have gotten to know you this year!!
oh wabby-you say you are a pessimist but i don't think so. i love you so much. i think we both started this year with a little animosity towards eachother, but now i know i can only think of you as a friend, and a good one at that. you have the most beautiful hair and complexion. me=ultimately jealous. plus you are truly a giver. i have loved sitting by you in college cmp and listening to your"asides" gosh are you funny!!! i crack up daily listening to you.
you have a beautiful solo voice that i guess i never realized because i had never actually heard you sing solo. charyse, you are just plain fun. no thats a lie, you are also hilarious.! haha ahh choir boys=life
man o man, what can i say? chris leblanc, you are truly the EPITOME of awesomeness. i seriously can think of no other that could compete. you are so fun and friendly. plus you totally humored me by being my sweetheart date, thank you so much, i had the best date at the dance, and the most magical time that night. you are an amazing musician and have such a kind heart. i love ya, chris, please call me over break because otherwise i will be lonely for fun.=)ps. hawaii!!
lexi-i just met you tonight, but i think you are great fun!you are so sweet and funny-iloveit1 lets hang out overbreak!ps i adore the sweater you were wearing today=)
erin-i also pretty much just got to know you tonight-i have always admired your style and now i know that you are so REAL and friendly. it is awesome and we should hang out over break!
Gina- how funny are you? gosh, i haven't laughed that hard in a long time! can we please hang out over break. i just love that i met you!
Ashley A.- i just met you this year, but i already know what a wonderful person you are. you are AN ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART and i just love you for it. you are also beautiful and i love to see you smile=)
i know you don't have an lj but mara dear, i love you so! i love the fact that you sit and listen to me rant and rave to just let me blow off all my steam and then you say very logically and kindly something that makes the world seem happier. i don't know how you do it, but you have truly been a godsend. i just adore you. ps, we sang with fourshadow=)
i know you don't have one of these either but leah, you are the kindest girl ever. you have baked me cakes, given me much needed hugs, and lent an ear or form of advice whenever i have needed it.i love you so much!
to my brotha from anotha' motha': davy, wow. pretty much all i can say is thank you for everything. i have known you since k-garten and we have TRULY grown up together. i love you!
and doyle, where can i begin? the fact that we dated is just strange to me now; not that you aren't wonderful and attractive, but just because i love you too much to ever want to date you again! does that make any sense? probably not. haha.you will understand anyway, you always do.
i also have no idea if you have one of these but kirby, how did i not know you before this year??? you are soooo fun and beautiful and hilarious. i adore your laugh and you even more!lovelovelove ya.
and heather i am so glad you and anders met each other because that let ME me you! you are such a great gal. i love sitting next to you in econ and sharing rolled eyes at all of ja-blo's comments. liberals for life!!
chris o. oooo the good times we have had together. you are an amazing guy AND friend-not something you find everyday. but i can find YOU everyday because i know where you live. haha. i love ya. we still need to watch that movie!
you are a great guy with so much to offer everyone.you are always cheerful and so friendly in fact, that is why i met you this year,odin! thanks for going sledding with me when no one else would. you are a wonderful person,much love.
you ALWAYS make me smile and i love hanging out with you, nichole! one never knows what will happen when we hang out. i love adventures. lets go on one during break!! je t'adore! (ps did you take french?> i can't remember.haha)
amy/britt/aj/tini/court- you have always been my most exciting unit of friends, i love you all equally and cannot think of a single thing i would not do for any of you.you are all sooo beautiful and fun, i care about everything in every moment of your lives, we must all hang out during break-kapiche?
and of course, the fam: wow, it wouldn't be an exaggeration if i said its been a helluva trip and i am barely started. talk about summits and abysses. mama,papa,christina,joce, adam, gray and cedar. we are a family again. thank you for the great ride.
I LOVE YOU ALL AND WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. NEVER EVER FORGET THAT. life=love and love=life. "if i could i would write your names on every grain of sand on every shore"-storyhill
peace and love forever and ever amen,allie. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
it was so awesome to hang out with new people tonight! i totally love everyone i met! Lexi, Erin, Gina(i already knew her from choir but we never really chatted before!)Those girls are so sweet and i want to KNOW them!! hehe. i don't even know if they have lj's but if they do i hope they read this because i think they are all the kewlest ever! i hope they are all gonna be in town over break because i want to hang out with them.=) yay! i love meeting new ppl. i feel like such a five year old when i say that but it is so true!!i am totally gonna be a drama dept. superfan for the rest of this year!! I LOVE THE ONE ACTS! TO EVERYONE WHO WAS EVEN REMOTELY INVOLVED IN THEM: A-W-E-S-O-M-E JOB. everything was so well put together and entertaining. it was truly stellar! i am so proud of all my friends-new and old!=)
after the one acts i was gonna go to the casino with dave and nichole, but i was really hungry and a bunch of other ppl were going to perkins, so i guess i kinda ditched dave and nichole and i feel pretty bad about that. i hope they weren't mad.=( its just that i was really hungry and not really in the mood to be in a smokey place.so if you are angry I AM SORRY!! will you ever forgive me?? hehe. we should go over break sometime=) any hoo. and now to totally copy dave/ashley and lara i am going to type a lot about why i am excited for this break and what i really think about people!
things to look forward to:
no high school for NINE WHOLE DAYS!
road trip to visit eau claire from the 24th-27th
i get to see annie, driever, possibly bean and other awesome eauclairians!
no homework!
(almost)no stress!
i get to practice my bellydancing all the time!
i can listen to the cd's i have been missing
i have time to paint!!
hanging out with britt, aj, and other gucci-stars at britt's parent free house(hehehe-i love my chic friends)
going with britt and aj to the boys' house again
seeing all the awesome people that i have just recently become acquainted with!!
SLEEPING!
loving life once again.
WHAT I REALLY THINK!!:
you are small in stature but your heart is twice the size as it needs to be. you are so sweet and always make me laugh. we see eye to eye on every topic, belief and issue EXCEPT for our heights. but who cares? your name is ashley o, and i love you so!!
annie h. you are my soul mate in every way. we are going to the same college by chance, and almost every good quality i have i owe to you. i am openminded and love diversity because of you.
awww. that is the thing i think the most whenever i talk to you. nick driever, you are so sweet to me. i always smile when i see you sign online. thank you for that gift.
joe, i know you will never read this but you mean the world to me. i would do anything for you. you have made me a stronger person and a weaker person at the same time. you taught me true love.
we have really random conversations, as well as really meaningful ones. we know a lot about eachothers love/sex(or lack there of-mostly in my case) lives. anders, i love you, you are absolutely hilarious and incredibly insightful.
you have been nothing but fun and unique since i first met you one fateful day at Open Mind. i LOVE your name and your great style... and yet we have STILL not hung out. lets try for sometime over the break, k Lara?
Rachel= another gem i met though open mind. before i knew you, i had a crush on your boyfriend, and than i met you and was like "she is soo awesome!" and you and sam are pretty much perfect together, so don't worry, i won't flirt with him(too much) TOTALLY KIDDING!(about the flirting) i love you and we ALSO must hang out because you always make me smile. thanks for letting me invade your lunch table every once in awhile!hehe
i just met you this year in photo, but i already feel like i have known you for a long time. you are hilarious and we both say the strangest things. Megan,the randomness of life is awesome, and in a way vanity fair made sense in a completely nonsensical way. i still have to read that book...=)
i just met you this year also, my friend ashley introduced me and i think you are awesome. my brother apparently thought so too the one time you were at my house because now he tries to dress like you, thanks for teaching him STYLE, Scott!
you were my best friend in 6th grade i believe, then we kind of drifted, but i never forgot you and i and our obsessions with frogs, marcos and other strange things.you have BEAUTIFUL long blonde PERFECT MERMAID HAIR. of which i am INSANELY jealous!! now you are co-teaching me bellydancing and i love it! thanks,Em for being so cheerful and fun all the time! love you!!! lets hang out even more now! ok??
and don't worry Mar, there is no way i would leave you out. you have the patience of a saint when it comes to teaching me things. from crazy-hard chem problems to shimmying you should be a teacher of some sort. and of course you also have been blessed with the most perfect LONG BLONDE mermaid hair. me=jealous forever. i love you tons! lets hang out more because you rock!
little liz- you are another gal with a petite stature but a big heart. you are so sweet and caring. i am so glad you are learning how to bellydance with me! it is so much fun. choralaires has been wonderful with you-i am so glad i have gotten to know you this year!!
oh wabby-you say you are a pessimist but i don't think so. i love you so much. i think we both started this year with a little animosity towards eachother, but now i know i can only think of you as a friend, and a good one at that. you have the most beautiful hair and complexion. me=ultimately jealous. plus you are truly a giver. i have loved sitting by you in college cmp and listening to your"asides" gosh are you funny!!! i crack up daily listening to you.
you have a beautiful solo voice that i guess i never realized because i had never actually heard you sing solo. charyse, you are just plain fun. no thats a lie, you are also hilarious.! haha ahh choir boys=life
man o man, what can i say? chris leblanc, you are truly the EPITOME of awesomeness. i seriously can think of no other that could compete. you are so fun and friendly. plus you totally humored me by being my sweetheart date, thank you so much, i had the best date at the dance, and the most magical time that night. you are an amazing musician and have such a kind heart. i love ya, chris, please call me over break because otherwise i will be lonely for fun.=)ps. hawaii!!
lexi-i just met you tonight, but i think you are great fun!you are so sweet and funny-iloveit1 lets hang out overbreak!ps i adore the sweater you were wearing today=)
erin-i also pretty much just got to know you tonight-i have always admired your style and now i know that you are so REAL and friendly. it is awesome and we should hang out over break!
Gina- how funny are you? gosh, i haven't laughed that hard in a long time! can we please hang out over break. i just love that i met you!
Ashley A.- i just met you this year, but i already know what a wonderful person you are. you are AN ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART and i just love you for it. you are also beautiful and i love to see you smile=)
i know you don't have an lj but mara dear, i love you so! i love the fact that you sit and listen to me rant and rave to just let me blow off all my steam and then you say very logically and kindly something that makes the world seem happier. i don't know how you do it, but you have truly been a godsend. i just adore you. ps, we sang with fourshadow=)
i know you don't have one of these either but leah, you are the kindest girl ever. you have baked me cakes, given me much needed hugs, and lent an ear or form of advice whenever i have needed it.i love you so much!
to my brotha from anotha' motha': davy, wow. pretty much all i can say is thank you for everything. i have known you since k-garten and we have TRULY grown up together. i love you!
and doyle, where can i begin? the fact that we dated is just strange to me now; not that you aren't wonderful and attractive, but just because i love you too much to ever want to date you again! does that make any sense? probably not. haha.you will understand anyway, you always do.
i also have no idea if you have one of these but kirby, how did i not know you before this year??? you are soooo fun and beautiful and hilarious. i adore your laugh and you even more!lovelovelove ya.
and heather i am so glad you and anders met each other because that let ME me you! you are such a great gal. i love sitting next to you in econ and sharing rolled eyes at all of ja-blo's comments. liberals for life!!
chris o. oooo the good times we have had together. you are an amazing guy AND friend-not something you find everyday. but i can find YOU everyday because i know where you live. haha. i love ya. we still need to watch that movie!
you are a great guy with so much to offer everyone.you are always cheerful and so friendly in fact, that is why i met you this year,odin! thanks for going sledding with me when no one else would. you are a wonderful person,much love.
you ALWAYS make me smile and i love hanging out with you, nichole! one never knows what will happen when we hang out. i love adventures. lets go on one during break!! je t'adore! (ps did you take french?> i can't remember.haha)
amy/britt/aj/tini/court- you have always been my most exciting unit of friends, i love you all equally and cannot think of a single thing i would not do for any of you.you are all sooo beautiful and fun, i care about everything in every moment of your lives, we must all hang out during break-kapiche?
and of course, the fam: wow, it wouldn't be an exaggeration if i said its been a helluva trip and i am barely started. talk about summits and abysses. mama,papa,christina,joce, adam, gray and cedar. we are a family again. thank you for the great ride.
I LOVE YOU ALL AND WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. NEVER EVER FORGET THAT. life=love and love=life. "if i could i would write your names on every grain of sand on every shore"-storyhill
peace and love forever and ever amen,allie. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo