Sep 01, 2005 00:24
i don't even know what to think. i can't speak as my mind is too jumbled and the words tumble out in a nonsensical order. i am kissing a guy while missing another. i am wishing i am ten, i am excited for college. i want to cry but that would be too sad. i want to laugh but that would be because i am trying to not cry. i want to scream but that would be too loud, and holding it all in isn't doing me any good.
i need to see so many people tomorrow i think i will just have everyone over. just like the old days when everyone used to hang out at my house. if you are reading this, you are more than welcome to come and invite others that i love.
giant sigh
ok.
peace.