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everything is really starting to work out. ive found a group of people who i really enjoy being around and who really make me happy. im so excited that i have found a new group of friends that i really click with and who like to have a good time instead of moap(spl?) around and hate the world. i hung out with everyone (mike, katie, jennifer, erika, martha....etc.) on saturday after they were done with the dance show. stephen came too and we had such a good time just sitting around talking & watch school of rock. i really love all of them and im so happy that im getting to know them.
on friday (33007) it was me & stephens 2 year anniverary. it made me happy because its the one thing that is stable and amazing in my life. im proud of how hard me and stephen have worked to remain in eachothers lives not only for the past two years as a "couple", but for the past SIX years as friends. he means the world to me and he is the only person who has been there for me no matter what. i mean, of course he frustrates me and i really want to punch him a whole lot, but if i was ALWAYS happy, i dont know, it would be boring. sometimes hes the only one i can scream at when im mad, the only one i can cry in front of when im sad, and, honestly the only one who accepts me when im litterally losing my mind. and if i couldnt do all that stuff around him, i think it would be weird. there is nothing better than hugging him, it honestly makes me feel like everythings going to be okay. i dont know how he does it, how he continues to believe in me, but he does and i appreciate him so much for it. i love him with my whole heart and no matter what happens he will always be an important part of my life.
i think that i can officially say that me and kaitlin arent friends anymore, but i dont really feel that bad. i actually feel really relieved and so much stress is out of my life. its a really nice feeling and i think i just needed to let that part of my life go. i feel like i am really strong for that and its kind of an accomplishment because im not letting people walk all over me anymore just becasue i dont want things to be awkward; im standing up for myself and what i think is right. i dont know?....i hope this all makes sense because i feel like im rambling a whole lot.
anyways, less than 30 school days left and i couldnt be happier. im ready to move down to chicago and start over. its what i really need and im so excited. liz is going to loyola too, and it made me feel really relieved when i found that out. shes a great girl and we're gonna have such a fun time together.
i quit my job at quiznos and i need a new job....i need money for new york which is prettttty much 2 1/2 months away. me and stphen are gonna be on our own in NYC for 7 days, its going to be more than amazing. im so excited for the way things are turning out and i hope everything just keeps going in this direction. PUMPED.
on friday (33007) it was me & stephens 2 year anniverary. it made me happy because its the one thing that is stable and amazing in my life. im proud of how hard me and stephen have worked to remain in eachothers lives not only for the past two years as a "couple", but for the past SIX years as friends. he means the world to me and he is the only person who has been there for me no matter what. i mean, of course he frustrates me and i really want to punch him a whole lot, but if i was ALWAYS happy, i dont know, it would be boring. sometimes hes the only one i can scream at when im mad, the only one i can cry in front of when im sad, and, honestly the only one who accepts me when im litterally losing my mind. and if i couldnt do all that stuff around him, i think it would be weird. there is nothing better than hugging him, it honestly makes me feel like everythings going to be okay. i dont know how he does it, how he continues to believe in me, but he does and i appreciate him so much for it. i love him with my whole heart and no matter what happens he will always be an important part of my life.
i think that i can officially say that me and kaitlin arent friends anymore, but i dont really feel that bad. i actually feel really relieved and so much stress is out of my life. its a really nice feeling and i think i just needed to let that part of my life go. i feel like i am really strong for that and its kind of an accomplishment because im not letting people walk all over me anymore just becasue i dont want things to be awkward; im standing up for myself and what i think is right. i dont know?....i hope this all makes sense because i feel like im rambling a whole lot.
anyways, less than 30 school days left and i couldnt be happier. im ready to move down to chicago and start over. its what i really need and im so excited. liz is going to loyola too, and it made me feel really relieved when i found that out. shes a great girl and we're gonna have such a fun time together.
i quit my job at quiznos and i need a new job....i need money for new york which is prettttty much 2 1/2 months away. me and stphen are gonna be on our own in NYC for 7 days, its going to be more than amazing. im so excited for the way things are turning out and i hope everything just keeps going in this direction. PUMPED.