Apr 26, 2007 23:16
tonight, i've done a lot of thinking, and my mom has been sending me cryptic emails suggesting that someone thinks i'm pretty and is more worth while than jake "there's always been another jake..." what does that mean? that i've always found other boys or that another boy has always existed or what... i dont know, but she's making me feel better i guess
i'm about to get into my bed and read breakfast of champions while listening to the rain outside my open window, which i should probably shut...ooh thunder mmm. tornado warning? yep... i probably should shut the window, but i just love the smell of rain
from here on. i'm taking every change i get. no more safety, no more hiding, no more of this. i want fun and chance and carefree freedom. okay. seriously, have to shut that window.
good night earthlilngs