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i'm bugging out with all this work. so much go go go, even the summer will be like this i can feel it. i just dont like my friends anymore, which is shitty cause they're cool people, i just, i need new people. i knew i should've gone to a bigger school or at least one in a city. man i knew this was gonna happen. ahhhhhhhhhwell.
this weekend was really really good.
i'm so bogged with work and apathy ARG. how much to grades actually matter... i mean, just enough so i can keep my scholarship. i just dont care about any of these final projects and papers. i mean, papers i can handle, much more easily than projects especially group projects. i despise the group project, it makes me want to vomit and cry.
i've been a big bitch lately.
that and a smart ass. and this is how i feel about it... oh well!
i dont care at all. like i just dont care about anything or anyone. except like the ones that i genuinely care about, which are a select few, others i'm just like yea sorry i dunno whatever. which is dumb cause i mean, i dont konw why actually. maybe it isn't dumb. whatever. fuck it. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck itttttttttt.
i miss anna. a hella lot.
this weekend was really really good.
i'm so bogged with work and apathy ARG. how much to grades actually matter... i mean, just enough so i can keep my scholarship. i just dont care about any of these final projects and papers. i mean, papers i can handle, much more easily than projects especially group projects. i despise the group project, it makes me want to vomit and cry.
i've been a big bitch lately.
that and a smart ass. and this is how i feel about it... oh well!
i dont care at all. like i just dont care about anything or anyone. except like the ones that i genuinely care about, which are a select few, others i'm just like yea sorry i dunno whatever. which is dumb cause i mean, i dont konw why actually. maybe it isn't dumb. whatever. fuck it. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck itttttttttt.
i miss anna. a hella lot.