this is not gonna be a happy one
I can feel a good friend slipping away right before mine eyes. I don't know what to do about it either. Do I just give up? But then this person has meant a lot to me in the short time we have been friends, and I would be sad to lose her. Do I continue to fight the good fight? But this stresses me out way too much. Either path I take only makes me unhappy. I think for the time being I will continue to make the effort, but I am not sure how long Brian can take not meaning as much to her as she means to me. Then I think that maybe I never really did mean that much to her. Then I think that I hate it that everytime I have an entry for this journal its gotta be a sad one. I am sure I am probably just being paranoid, but I have seen GOOD friends slip away before and this is about what it felt like. I shall see what the future holds.