Sep 06, 2005 02:59
It turns out moving was a lot harder then i thought it would be. The city is undoubtably hella better then AZ but i miss the comfort of home so much. I miss my friends back home. I miss you all. Everyday i'll get to a point where i debate going home. Although i got a wonderful pep talk from a friend out here and im feeling a little better. Basically i just have to get my head here in NY. I have to embrace the city or whatever... you know the word embrace makes me think of being naked which makes me think of sex.
im horny.
-Oh and PS i cant masterbate here. I have a roomate and i hate doing it in the shower. I just go to bed with blue balls every night. I wonder if i keep this up if i will have a wet dream. I've only had one in my life and it was about some teacher in a panda costume.