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I just came to the conclusion, that often times I do way out wacky things for my friends to make them feel special and loved. I realize that I do this cause I so often don't feel special and loved and that doing it for them i wish and hope that one day I could be treated the same way. It goes back to love languages. We usually talk in the language that is ours but i find I i don;t recieve that language from others... none of this makes sense so i'll shut up... right abooooouuuuuuuuuuuttttttttttttttttttttttt...... NOW.