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I have a lot on my mind. I've always had a lot on my mind, it seems. There are so many things swimming around in my head just wanting to surface. They keep me up late and wake me up early. I still don't get as much done as I'd like. I really don't even know where to begin. I really like where I'm living. I love this house. My roommates are the best that anyone could ask for. I work 10 minutes from both of my jobs. Rent is affordable. My friends can come over whenever I want.
My mom really wants me to move back into her house.Since my mom has been planning on joining the merchant marines and she asked me to watch her house, I've taken a lot of things into consideration. LIke- what if she tricks me, and I move in there and she doesn't go?! Heh, let's hope not. and to clarify, it's not even like I have a super bad relationship with my mom right now anyways, I just need space. I like spending time with her, but I don't want to be forced to live with someone who ticks me off. Now, I swore on my life before I would never live with my mom again. Just by reading previous entries, you can see that she can be quite off the wall and a little bizarre at times. Well, all of the time. Moving in with her would have a lot of cons, but some pros as well. LIke- it would be free. It's 5 minutes from BCC.
Now, I really don't have much of a choice right now in any situation. Pretty much because, that is the only one so far. May will be over before I know it, and soon be strolling into July. As easy as this seems, it's so damn tough.I've gotten so used to living on my own for the past 3 years, I really don't know what it would be like to live with an "authority figure" again. I don't want her to baby me, treat me with disrespect, and tread on my turf. things won't end so pretty. I just want to be treated equally, and like an adult.
I wish I would of bought the ferris bueller nikes today. I wish I could fall asleep on my couch and wake up on my bed, without having to walk to my room.
My mom really wants me to move back into her house.Since my mom has been planning on joining the merchant marines and she asked me to watch her house, I've taken a lot of things into consideration. LIke- what if she tricks me, and I move in there and she doesn't go?! Heh, let's hope not. and to clarify, it's not even like I have a super bad relationship with my mom right now anyways, I just need space. I like spending time with her, but I don't want to be forced to live with someone who ticks me off. Now, I swore on my life before I would never live with my mom again. Just by reading previous entries, you can see that she can be quite off the wall and a little bizarre at times. Well, all of the time. Moving in with her would have a lot of cons, but some pros as well. LIke- it would be free. It's 5 minutes from BCC.
Now, I really don't have much of a choice right now in any situation. Pretty much because, that is the only one so far. May will be over before I know it, and soon be strolling into July. As easy as this seems, it's so damn tough.I've gotten so used to living on my own for the past 3 years, I really don't know what it would be like to live with an "authority figure" again. I don't want her to baby me, treat me with disrespect, and tread on my turf. things won't end so pretty. I just want to be treated equally, and like an adult.
I wish I would of bought the ferris bueller nikes today. I wish I could fall asleep on my couch and wake up on my bed, without having to walk to my room.