Rambling....
Last night was really great, we went to Coronado to go bowling i dont know what was better, the gurls beating a guy who fell 2 times or the drunkeness of K going "Hey am i on a bike?" when she was just sitting in the chair...we ended up back here and decided to watch American History X which is slowley becoming a tradition in the house when we drink together...I really try not to pay attention to it too much because it makes me really angry and i start preaching..I am still really upset about the whole financial aid crap i wont find out how much I wont be reicving till Monday of next week. I just think its bullshit that the people who arent legit are getting to live the American Dream it's not right. Anyways, i really need to get to the gym i feel so lazy and after bowling last night i had leg cramps, i keep saying i will go tommrow i still dont have clearance from the dr, but then again 5 calls later she hasnt called me back in a week! I get so frustrated with her because she was there all the time for me when i was sick in the hospital she made a lot of promises that we would start meds that would help out the getting pregnant part and well its now time to start (if i get a neg test next week) and she wont return my calls grr i hate that. I am still though kinda on the fence about this pregancy stuff, yes i know that i am still young and in school and we do have our money issues right now so those are the negs but i know from what they found in the surgery it may be hard to concieve if we wait because of the Endometrious they found and removed, i have been warned if i wait it will grow back and they will have to remove it again...i dont know i guess it will just be God's will to what happens...(not meaning to preach) I will be happy when i am, if i am. But i wont die if its neg this time..b/c shit the fun is the trying part lol.
I really need to get back to PHX i miss my gurls back there =( plus i am thunderstorm deprived out here, i am thinking since Charlie is gone this week about back there this weekend maybe..theres a end of summer bash this weekend so i dont know maybe durning the week i will drive up for a few days i know my sissy Tiera is due like any day! I really miss it there, when ever i see the rent check for here I REALLY REALLY MISS IT, my one bedroom was HUGE!! and 1100 dollars cheaper!! I miss the weather...and my friends...i need a vacay.
I really need to get back to PHX i miss my gurls back there =( plus i am thunderstorm deprived out here, i am thinking since Charlie is gone this week about back there this weekend maybe..theres a end of summer bash this weekend so i dont know maybe durning the week i will drive up for a few days i know my sissy Tiera is due like any day! I really miss it there, when ever i see the rent check for here I REALLY REALLY MISS IT, my one bedroom was HUGE!! and 1100 dollars cheaper!! I miss the weather...and my friends...i need a vacay.