If god takes life he's an indian giver. Who would wanna be such a control freak?

[iheartyou4676]

Uhhh....Today is going to suck, I can already tell. Ben slept over, I had to wake up at 11 to go to the store, so Ben just stayed there and slept. Then when I got home, he got all mad and stuff because I was gone for so long. I told him to go with to the store, but he didn't want to. So whatever I suppose. Ben had to leave because they were going

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Disappointed

[anonymous]

I'm very disappointed that someone like you who used to be sucha strong Christian would ever lose it and say such things. If God isn't real, then what happens after you die? Do you just get thrown in the ground with some dirt in your face and then everyone who loved you just goes and has some cake? Are you just in the ground forever and nothing comes after that? Think about it. Of course no one has seen heaven because it's a place you go after u die. The dead do not all of a sudden reappear n then tell everyone all about heaven and hell. And also...there have been people that have seen God. There just hasn't been anyone who's seen His face. I don't know why all of a sudden you just stopped believing and started questioning him. Maybe it's becasue your afraid to trust in someone other than yourself, or you boyfriend, or your friends. but what I do know is that it's sad that people of faith (and not just you) make poor choices and don't think anything of it. One of those poor choices is surrounding yourself with all non-Christians. I know from personal expeiriences that its impossible to stay on track without strong Christian friends in your life. I don't mean to start preaching but I agree with the other anonymous user that everything you have questioned can be explained. All I can say, is that one day your life will end, and your going to wish that you never started asking all these silly questions. You have to learn that your life is not your own. The reason everything isn;t perfect is because God loves us enough to give us a free will. He will never force u to choose him over selfish desires. I hope you at least know that people who truly love you wouldnt force you to do anyhting you wouldnt want to do. It's the same thing with God and too many people(like you) choose not to follow him and help make this world a better place.

Re: Disappointed

[easyluckyfree3]

The point is... there is more things to do in life (like have fun) than to sit around and dwell about where I'm going to end up when I die.
I'm not going to waste my time thinking on something that cannot be proven.