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man today sucks. i am just pissed off at everything and everyone. i work with this girl named Niki. i fucking hate her. well here is how it all started. me and my friend kasey were talking about ex-boyfriends and current and all of that stuff. i started talking about Dustin. we talked about him for like 20 minutes. kasey knew him through his brother, jake. then, niki, ugh, came up(well she was walking around grabbing papers cause that is her job)and she heard kasey say something about "jake, dustin's brother" and Niki was like "Dustin Saxer? i know him" i said yeah. then she started talking about how they had been sleeping with eachother every so often since like july. and how even after she found out that he was dating someone, they still continued sleeping together. she said he was some kind of man-whore because she had met 5 or 6 of the other girls he was sleeping with. how he had slept with his best friend's girlfriend which was niki's best friend. how they'd always have sex parties over at the apartment.
while she was talking about this, i felt like i was gonna puke. i couldn't believe that i was actually hearing her say this. i mean, i had never liked her before but now, i don't even want to see her. i guess it is not her fault, but it kinda is. she WAS still sleeping with him after she found out that he was going out with someone.
i asked her if she was serious about all of it and she said she was. i went on and told her about our relationship and all that. all she had to say after that was " well if ya snooze, ya lose" i can't even put into words what i am feeling like right now. just because of that, my whole day is ruined. i am getting pissed off at everything.
when i was leaving my house to go back to work after my lunch, i was walking down the stairs, and slipped on some ice. i fell right on my back. i fell hard too. when i fell, i hit the corner of the stair. so besides having a bruised tail bone, my back is really sore. it hurts to do anything. i had the hiccups earlier today, and i almost started crying because it hurt so much. besides that, since yesterday morning, i have had this think in my right eye. i guess it is called a stye. my eye is all sore and poofy. it hurts to blink. nothing os going right today. NOTHING.
Anne, im sorry. i had to vent a little. i know you are probably mad but i AM sorry.
while she was talking about this, i felt like i was gonna puke. i couldn't believe that i was actually hearing her say this. i mean, i had never liked her before but now, i don't even want to see her. i guess it is not her fault, but it kinda is. she WAS still sleeping with him after she found out that he was going out with someone.
i asked her if she was serious about all of it and she said she was. i went on and told her about our relationship and all that. all she had to say after that was " well if ya snooze, ya lose" i can't even put into words what i am feeling like right now. just because of that, my whole day is ruined. i am getting pissed off at everything.
when i was leaving my house to go back to work after my lunch, i was walking down the stairs, and slipped on some ice. i fell right on my back. i fell hard too. when i fell, i hit the corner of the stair. so besides having a bruised tail bone, my back is really sore. it hurts to do anything. i had the hiccups earlier today, and i almost started crying because it hurt so much. besides that, since yesterday morning, i have had this think in my right eye. i guess it is called a stye. my eye is all sore and poofy. it hurts to blink. nothing os going right today. NOTHING.
Anne, im sorry. i had to vent a little. i know you are probably mad but i AM sorry.