FILLIN YA IN
Wow....a lot has happened since i last wrote.
Well, since then, i found out from a few people that my boyfriend was cheating on me. With about 4 other people. Why do people do that? Cheat. How can you do that to someone? Does it make you feel better about yourself? I don't get it.
Apparently he has been telling people at his work that he never wanted to go out with me in the first place, I am ugly anyway, the only reason he went out with me is because my dad was gonna get him a good job. Even if that is the fact, good luck to him. He's not gonna get a good jog, the way he is. He is almost 21 and he works at Wendy's. Nothing wrong with that, but, this is the thing. He had a scholarship to UNO, he went for a few months and had to drop out because he never showed up to classes.
And he lies about everything too. None of his friends trust anything he says anymore. That is ridiculous. If your friends can't even trust you, then there is a problem. Oh, and Anne, apparently, we are stalking him. That one time time we were at Walmart when we saw Joey, i guess him and Tommy were there. Well Dustin saw us and told Tommy that I had to be where he was. I just can't stay away. And a few times when he was driving, he saw me. I must be following him around. Bull shit. How dumb can he be. Anne i guess you knew all along what kind of person he was, huh? You didn't like him from the beginning. I should have listened to you. It is my own fault that this happened.
I guess i'll have to wait for a while until i find someone. maybe by the time i'm 30 someone as desperate as me will come along and we'll get married just because we are both alone.
i hope that doesn't happen. now i feel like i can't hang out with anne and rachel because they both have someone. i don't have anyone. at least when i didin't have anyone before, anne didn't either. now i am the only one. i know how it feels now and i don't like it. i don't like it at all. it sucks. man now i am kinda sad.
at work, this one girl just left on her honeymoon, this other one left to have a baby, this guy just came an proposed to the girl that sits by me and my boss just got married. i want at least one of those things sometime soon. i mean i would prefer to have the baby after i am married but anyway. maybe i should just become a nun. no sex, big ugly robes, head things, and other stuff. doesn't sound too bad right?
Well, since then, i found out from a few people that my boyfriend was cheating on me. With about 4 other people. Why do people do that? Cheat. How can you do that to someone? Does it make you feel better about yourself? I don't get it.
Apparently he has been telling people at his work that he never wanted to go out with me in the first place, I am ugly anyway, the only reason he went out with me is because my dad was gonna get him a good job. Even if that is the fact, good luck to him. He's not gonna get a good jog, the way he is. He is almost 21 and he works at Wendy's. Nothing wrong with that, but, this is the thing. He had a scholarship to UNO, he went for a few months and had to drop out because he never showed up to classes.
And he lies about everything too. None of his friends trust anything he says anymore. That is ridiculous. If your friends can't even trust you, then there is a problem. Oh, and Anne, apparently, we are stalking him. That one time time we were at Walmart when we saw Joey, i guess him and Tommy were there. Well Dustin saw us and told Tommy that I had to be where he was. I just can't stay away. And a few times when he was driving, he saw me. I must be following him around. Bull shit. How dumb can he be. Anne i guess you knew all along what kind of person he was, huh? You didn't like him from the beginning. I should have listened to you. It is my own fault that this happened.
I guess i'll have to wait for a while until i find someone. maybe by the time i'm 30 someone as desperate as me will come along and we'll get married just because we are both alone.
i hope that doesn't happen. now i feel like i can't hang out with anne and rachel because they both have someone. i don't have anyone. at least when i didin't have anyone before, anne didn't either. now i am the only one. i know how it feels now and i don't like it. i don't like it at all. it sucks. man now i am kinda sad.
at work, this one girl just left on her honeymoon, this other one left to have a baby, this guy just came an proposed to the girl that sits by me and my boss just got married. i want at least one of those things sometime soon. i mean i would prefer to have the baby after i am married but anyway. maybe i should just become a nun. no sex, big ugly robes, head things, and other stuff. doesn't sound too bad right?