Mar 19, 2005 19:09
Guess what???!!! Josh Groban is 5 days away(March 24th)!!!! i am so excited!!! except for the fact that yesterday, i started getting a cold. i feel like crap. i hope that i am feeling better by thursday. i mean, no matter what, i am gonna go, but it would be better if i was feeling good. so my friend Meagan from work is going with me. we are both getting off at 1 and getting on the road by about 2. we should get there around 4. i hope i get to meet him. this is the only concert that i have wanted to go to so badly besides hanson in 6th or 7th grade. i didn't get to see them, of course. the girl that i was with, her mom was pregnant and wasn't feeling well so we had to leave. it was one of those all day, outside concerts with a bunch of bands. that was probably one of the worst days in my pre-adolescent life. so i cried all the way home. just like that damn little pig. except with out the "wee wee wee." neways....
my friend Jen that was supposed to go with me hadn't been returning any of my calls so i wan't sure if she was gonna go or not. so i invited meagan. for a while, i had known that she was really depressed and was having health issues, so he not going to the concert wasn't really a big deal, just as long as i had someone to go with. just tonight, i found out that she has to get her tonsils out and she had he kidneys "apt" or something like that. i am not sure exactly what that means, but i am guessing that it isn't good. at least i have someone to go with though. i just feel bad for her. she has had so many troubles throughout her life and this just adds to it. she was born with muscular dystrophy. she has had back and kidney problems. she has had at least 3 surgeries on her back already and she is only 23. one time, she told me that when she was 16, because she had so many medical problems and there was just so much wrong with her, they were surprised that she was still living. at 16 they gave her about 10 years to live. so now she is getting scared. she has always wanted children but she is not able to have any. her mom said she could adopt but she doesn't want to because she doesn't know how much longer she will be here and she doesn't want to leave a kid here without a mom. she has come through so much in her life and she plans a=on living it to the fullest, as long as she can. i don't know what i would do without her. if anyone out there prays, can you please pray for her. she really needs it. or at least comment on this to let me know that you are thinking of her. thanks and good night!