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[iheartxthursday]

SNOWDAY! thank god too...last night i talked to carl and he told me a bunch of things that made me feel so good. i had tears pouring down my cheeks and a huge smile on my face. i dont think i've ever smiled so much in my life since i met carl. i love that guy so much. when i got upstairs and in my room i just layed down on my floor. i layed there staring up at my ceiling for the longest time...no music...no tv...no nothing. just me laying there thinking about how lucky i am to have carl. after awhile i got up and wrote lindsey a note. i found the note i had written to carl a few days ago and tore it up. i sat there and wrote a new one because the one i had written wasn't good enough. the truth is, there aren't any words perfect enough to explain how i feel. i finally went to sleep and woke up at 6:30. i got out of bed and looked outside and saw maybe an inch or two of snow. i thought GREAT the day i need a snowday most, i don't get it. i decided to turn on the tv since my dad hadn't yelled at me to wake up yet. they were on I ok oakland county....I! i missed our school by ONE flippin letter. so i had to sit there for like 10 minutes watching Amy not having school and carl...maybe, depending on the district. so i sat there acting like a fool and laughing at Faith Baptist cuz rob made the most stupid comment EVER about Faith Baptist on new years eve. then finally huron valley...WHATS UP WITH OUR SCHOOLS?!?! we are obsessed with oak trees and valleys. oak valley, when there's only wut...1 oak tree. and we aren't on a valley we're on a HILL! yeah i dont get it. ok i'm gonna go over to amy's soon since carl's goin to zac's according to lindsey. bye

*no one else will have me like you do*
i love you, carl