life as i know it

[iheartwho9]

I miss Bryan.

I'm too abrasive
...i need someone around who can handle it
......put up with it
.........something

maybe i need to change my ways
i wasnt always a jerk
did i always think like this?
...no?
....maybe?
.....probably more no...?

who knows-me?
probably should

part of me feels like its college
i told myself id be "real" there
...well i suppose i turned into a real procrastinator

the illusion of independence.
more dependent than ever

i need to remember not to be a bitch.
enough said.

please protect me from my mood swings