let me know whats going on in your cluttered head
when did i become bitter about things? i cant seem to let things go as easily. i've been mad alot lately and that just isn't me. or i thought it wasn't. its like once i'm hurt i don't know wether to cry or just get mad. and i end up usually doing both. its almost like all my bad qualities have come out this year and i don't know how to keep them in check. i can't even think about what good qualities i still have. i claim to be nice..but how nice is a person who is constantly arguing trying to prove people wrong...or atleast themselves right...it was a joke but appearently according to bryan and david my only redeeming quality is that im funny. and im not even that funny. why do i suck? why do i manipulate peoples words so that they get hurt by what they say? how do i stop this? more importantly who am i, what qualities do i possess?