what`s up cool kids?
soo.. i basically gave up on my open diary.. haha.. n i`m definitely not promising
im going to keep up w/ this one either.. but i will tryyy..
well i work at the car wash again.. yea gay.. but at least i get to work w/ scott n marc..
me n gabby r friends again.. ha long story.. i guess scott got stories mixed up orrr..
he just felt like being a dick.. i dunno..? w/e though..
collin and i broke up a couple weeks ago.. yea wow he like.. hates me now..
shows how immature he is.. he`s supposed to be 20.. he`s such a child.. w/e.. fag..
♥ i`m back w/ scott ♥
(like 3986 people r gonna kill me.. lol) i just can`t live w/o him.. i`ve been w/ him 3 years..
that`s longer than anyone i know has been together..
so no one knows what it`s like.. i really really do love him.. i know most of my friends
don`t "approve" of him.. but hey.. it`s not ur life.. im sorry..
so i had a photo shoot about a month ago.. the pics came in 2 weeks ago n i still haven`t
gone to see them only because im not sure that i even wanna continue modeling.. not only
that.. but i don`t want scott to see them.. i think he`ll be really disappointed.. he
knows i do lingerie modeling.. it pays a lot of money.. but i know he doesn`t approve
of me doing it.. i might quit.. i just want us to have a good life though.. i don`t want
to be poor.. ughh.. plus it`s illegal.. i`m not of age.. i know i won`t get in trouble..
but a lot of other people willll.. the shit i get myself into..
well now that scott n marc graduated.. i think we`re all moving to daytona..
they want to go to AMI n i want to go to DCC..
we`ve talked about it somewhat.. but didn`t really get into it..
all i know is i need to leave.. soon..
k so everyone`s been putting a lot of pressure on me about my birthday asking me about a
party.. i still haven`t even decided on whether or not to have one.. i know i had that big
one a smokey bones last year.. n it was fun.. but i dunno.. im not really feelin` it this
year.. i`ve already made plans to go to sarasota w/ scott`s fam for a week.. me scott n
marc r going out to the beach for a few days.. i`m doing stuff w/ shanna.. i dunno when i`d
even be able to have a party.. i dunno.. we`ll see.. but im not making any promises kids..
scott is going to be 19 in a week.. oh mannn.. i don`t even know where to begin.. i think
i`m getting a limo n taking him out for the night.. we`ll probably eat at the cheesecake
factory.. either that or panuello`s.. haha.. i know im obsessed w/
that place.. u would be too if u ever ate there..
well i think im gonna head out kids.. i`m supposed to be going to the beach
tomorrow.. but i`m working.. ha.. fuck thattt.. i`m calling in..
xo take care!
♥
im going to keep up w/ this one either.. but i will tryyy..
well i work at the car wash again.. yea gay.. but at least i get to work w/ scott n marc..
me n gabby r friends again.. ha long story.. i guess scott got stories mixed up orrr..
he just felt like being a dick.. i dunno..? w/e though..
collin and i broke up a couple weeks ago.. yea wow he like.. hates me now..
shows how immature he is.. he`s supposed to be 20.. he`s such a child.. w/e.. fag..
♥ i`m back w/ scott ♥
(like 3986 people r gonna kill me.. lol) i just can`t live w/o him.. i`ve been w/ him 3 years..
that`s longer than anyone i know has been together..
so no one knows what it`s like.. i really really do love him.. i know most of my friends
don`t "approve" of him.. but hey.. it`s not ur life.. im sorry..
so i had a photo shoot about a month ago.. the pics came in 2 weeks ago n i still haven`t
gone to see them only because im not sure that i even wanna continue modeling.. not only
that.. but i don`t want scott to see them.. i think he`ll be really disappointed.. he
knows i do lingerie modeling.. it pays a lot of money.. but i know he doesn`t approve
of me doing it.. i might quit.. i just want us to have a good life though.. i don`t want
to be poor.. ughh.. plus it`s illegal.. i`m not of age.. i know i won`t get in trouble..
but a lot of other people willll.. the shit i get myself into..
well now that scott n marc graduated.. i think we`re all moving to daytona..
they want to go to AMI n i want to go to DCC..
we`ve talked about it somewhat.. but didn`t really get into it..
all i know is i need to leave.. soon..
k so everyone`s been putting a lot of pressure on me about my birthday asking me about a
party.. i still haven`t even decided on whether or not to have one.. i know i had that big
one a smokey bones last year.. n it was fun.. but i dunno.. im not really feelin` it this
year.. i`ve already made plans to go to sarasota w/ scott`s fam for a week.. me scott n
marc r going out to the beach for a few days.. i`m doing stuff w/ shanna.. i dunno when i`d
even be able to have a party.. i dunno.. we`ll see.. but im not making any promises kids..
scott is going to be 19 in a week.. oh mannn.. i don`t even know where to begin.. i think
i`m getting a limo n taking him out for the night.. we`ll probably eat at the cheesecake
factory.. either that or panuello`s.. haha.. i know im obsessed w/
that place.. u would be too if u ever ate there..
well i think im gonna head out kids.. i`m supposed to be going to the beach
tomorrow.. but i`m working.. ha.. fuck thattt.. i`m calling in..
xo take care!
♥