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i was reading my old entries and it made me think about the past year.
i've been trying soo hard to get out of school in three years and here i am, graduating in the normal four years....my hopes of getting my diploma before i reached the age of 21 are gone....
i feel like i'm failing my classes once again, but i'm sure i'll pass with at least a C....at this moment, i have one A, one B, two C's, and i'm scared to think of what i have in my last class......alkjdsbfhaliudsfiau i need to do super well on my finals! in one of my accounting classes, the final is worth 40%....sooooo much!
and i really struggled with the whole boy situation. i'm struggling now too but i learned a lot and i continue to learn...especially from my gsn sj. at the moment i listen to her, i get kinda mad because i feel like she's against us..but i think about it and i realize she's right and i get mad at myself for getting mad in the beginning. i know she's looking out for us, and i'm glad to have her as a mentor-ish kind of person.
anyways, 3 more weeks til finals, 4 til end of school, 5 til summer school....
it's a never ending cycle!
i've been trying soo hard to get out of school in three years and here i am, graduating in the normal four years....my hopes of getting my diploma before i reached the age of 21 are gone....
i feel like i'm failing my classes once again, but i'm sure i'll pass with at least a C....at this moment, i have one A, one B, two C's, and i'm scared to think of what i have in my last class......alkjdsbfhaliudsfiau i need to do super well on my finals! in one of my accounting classes, the final is worth 40%....sooooo much!
and i really struggled with the whole boy situation. i'm struggling now too but i learned a lot and i continue to learn...especially from my gsn sj. at the moment i listen to her, i get kinda mad because i feel like she's against us..but i think about it and i realize she's right and i get mad at myself for getting mad in the beginning. i know she's looking out for us, and i'm glad to have her as a mentor-ish kind of person.
anyways, 3 more weeks til finals, 4 til end of school, 5 til summer school....
it's a never ending cycle!