i'm sinkin' in...

[iheartuihateu]

i have days i can't stand seeing him.
or getting a million text messages from him.
or cute little phone calls.
and then there's days like today.
i couldn't wait to get out of work.
and i couldn't stand to let him leave.
even when he laughed as i got pissed off at him for misdirecting me into the worst traffic ever and making me mad to no end.
after dad left the hospital today and told me he saw a woman with the prettiest ring on but he knew jeff would get it and make it one better.
and days like today, where my dad trusted him enough and tossed him the keys to his truck and told him to drive us into my aunts cause he knew i was tired and didn't want to, but i hate jeff's car and he knew i would.
and where my uncles teased him to no end, like he had been there for as long as i was.
where my brother actually sat down and shared a few beers with him.
tonight.
i couldn't bear to let him go home.
i held him on the couch and kept telling myself 5 more minutes.
he has to sleep.
but god, just 5 more minutes.
today was a day i just couldn't take in enough of him.