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i hope my stepfather steps on a rusty nail and it hurts so bad that he throws up.
yes. i would get a great deal of pleasure out of that. sigh. a girl can dream cant she.
three days until my rediculous surgery. still scared uncontrollably.
i got paid 400 dollars today. its a great feeling i must say. i really wish i could ride again.
sad but true im so depressed right now that im actually looking forward to starting my oxycontin on monday for my surgery. ill be on it for the next month. along with a cocktail of the new drug replacing vioxx, percaced, and motrin. i wont even remember the first week. if only i could forget a lot more than the pain of this upcoming week i would be alot less depressed. i guess that sometimes the passings of my life catch up with me... but in time i will surpress them once again. if only things were different....
yes. i would get a great deal of pleasure out of that. sigh. a girl can dream cant she.
three days until my rediculous surgery. still scared uncontrollably.
i got paid 400 dollars today. its a great feeling i must say. i really wish i could ride again.
sad but true im so depressed right now that im actually looking forward to starting my oxycontin on monday for my surgery. ill be on it for the next month. along with a cocktail of the new drug replacing vioxx, percaced, and motrin. i wont even remember the first week. if only i could forget a lot more than the pain of this upcoming week i would be alot less depressed. i guess that sometimes the passings of my life catch up with me... but in time i will surpress them once again. if only things were different....