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I hate all these stupid mixed signals!!! I wish a certain someone would just come out and say how he feels. Or not feels! I'm tired of being confused and thinking about things all day!
You know what? I'm gonna follow my own advise. I might be extremely embarassed after I post this. I might even have this hung over my head for a while, but my senses say otherwise.
whew.
I really like Drew. I care about him and I don't think we were given a chance back in April. I want to try again with him. I know his mom didn't like the idea last time, but I've really matured over the summer. I'm just as mature as anyone in college. If I have to sit and talk to Mrs. Joyce myself, I will.
I know it would be hard, but I think we could make it long distance.
There. I've said it. So no more confusion, no more wondering what's going to happen. or at least on anyone else's part. I still need to wait to see what Drew says.
I'm gonna go and make busy work.
Drew, if you read this, please call me at home (432-2673) or on my cell (205-4018). Even if you have to sit me down and tell me it will never work out because YOU won't feel that way, please do so.
Oh, also, I've disabled comments. I don't want to know what anyone thinks. If you have to say it, call me.
You know what? I'm gonna follow my own advise. I might be extremely embarassed after I post this. I might even have this hung over my head for a while, but my senses say otherwise.
whew.
I really like Drew. I care about him and I don't think we were given a chance back in April. I want to try again with him. I know his mom didn't like the idea last time, but I've really matured over the summer. I'm just as mature as anyone in college. If I have to sit and talk to Mrs. Joyce myself, I will.
I know it would be hard, but I think we could make it long distance.
There. I've said it. So no more confusion, no more wondering what's going to happen. or at least on anyone else's part. I still need to wait to see what Drew says.
I'm gonna go and make busy work.
Drew, if you read this, please call me at home (432-2673) or on my cell (205-4018). Even if you have to sit me down and tell me it will never work out because YOU won't feel that way, please do so.
Oh, also, I've disabled comments. I don't want to know what anyone thinks. If you have to say it, call me.