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[iheartsocal]

any one who is close to me knows
i have a major mood swing problem
and my chemicals are all fucked up and
the only way for me to really balance it out
and for me to live a happy life
is to smoke marijuana

last year when i was here at csumb
all my friends knew it
all of my friends at home know it

and well i've never had anyone
make me feel so shitty
about smoking weed
as i did right now

i'm sorry that my daily happiness depends on it
but DONT fucking tell me
that i'm hella fucking emotional
and need to smoke right now

you dont think i already fucking know?
TRuST ME... i think i do

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

i wanna go home