someone please save us

Nov 17, 2005 14:02

I haven't written in this thing in literally, forever. And I dont think a single person ever checks these things anymore. But i needed to talk. I am so sad. Everything sucks. I really hate school right now. It is so incredibly hard. I just want to hold my eyes closed and let the time pass me by. And all these awful things keep happening to johnny and I dont think there is a thing I can do to help him out. I feel helpless. I dont have control over my life anymore. Or my future. All the decisions are in someone else's hands now.

I have cried like the last 2 weeks or something. I am a wreck. i want it to stop.
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