Because Im Suffocating In A Open Room

Oct 20, 2008 23:23

I need a break to find myself again.
I dont know who i am anymore.
I feel so numb to the slightest touch and to feelings.
Ive become a cynical and a unhappy person since college.
No ones here. No one cares. No one wants to get to know ME. No one takes my side to stick up for me.
Who is Lisa? Just a student ID number, just a person walking on the side walk, just another face in the crowd.

I don't do anything i love anymore. My life is school. I don't work out, i dont go to parks to just lose myself in thoughts and look at the stars the way i used to.I hate this small dorm room so much.Ive lost myself and id like to get her back.

"Do you dream, that the world will know your name?
So tell me your name
And do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?
I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel
I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive
To know I'm alive

Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

Do you believe, in the day that you were born?
Tell me, do you believe?
And do you know, that everyday's the first of the rest of your life?

Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

This is to one last day in the shadows
And to know a brother's love
This is to New York City angels
And the rivers of our blood
This is to all of us, to all of us

So don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

Yeah, you can tell me all your thoughts
About the stars that fill polluted skies
And show me where you run to
When no one's left to take your side
But don't tell me where the road ends
'Cause I just don't wanna know,
No I don't wanna know

Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying"
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