and what i hate the most is that i don't even hate you. not even a little bit. not even at all.
i fucking hate it when i hurt people that i love. to the point where they question my love for them. i don't do anything to intentionally hurt anyone. that's not the type of person that i am. but it seems that way lately.
but my business is my business. and it's not my fault if someone doesn't show me that i can confide in them with such important imformation about my life... that i would rather forget about myself. so don't hold that against me anymore. if you knew anything about my life and what i have gone through up till now maybe you would understand. so before you come at me bitching just take into consideration. i want to be open with you. but for me that is a hard thing. not just with you, but everyone... so fucking don't turn yr back on me like what we had meant nothing.. cause yr making the wrong move if that is what yr heading toward..
i also hate it when the people i want to trust the most... end up being the pe i can't tell anything to. life is shitty so i guess i will just deal with it.
sybil. i miss you. my senior photos are tomorrow so don't think yr getting out of helping me get ready. afterward we should hang out and do something fun. maybe play softball..haha i don't know. it's late. i don't know what i'm talking about, but we'll do something awesome. i love you. tim mcgraw is on tuesday. yeehawww. haha.
but my business is my business. and it's not my fault if someone doesn't show me that i can confide in them with such important imformation about my life... that i would rather forget about myself. so don't hold that against me anymore. if you knew anything about my life and what i have gone through up till now maybe you would understand. so before you come at me bitching just take into consideration. i want to be open with you. but for me that is a hard thing. not just with you, but everyone... so fucking don't turn yr back on me like what we had meant nothing.. cause yr making the wrong move if that is what yr heading toward..
i also hate it when the people i want to trust the most... end up being the pe i can't tell anything to. life is shitty so i guess i will just deal with it.
sybil. i miss you. my senior photos are tomorrow so don't think yr getting out of helping me get ready. afterward we should hang out and do something fun. maybe play softball..haha i don't know. it's late. i don't know what i'm talking about, but we'll do something awesome. i love you. tim mcgraw is on tuesday. yeehawww. haha.