pain

[iheartpenguinz]

it hurts so much. i watn to cry but i am afraid once i start there will be no stopping me. my usual thought would be to start cutting right now. but this stupid avm has got me so scared of bleeding to death i have nowhere to turn. dad and daniel and friends. oh god it hurts so much. but i can tell anyone because all i ever have to say to anyone is

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[hxchk]

I'm always here to listen, Cydney. It seems that with all this chaos around, we hardly ever get to talk anymore. You can always call me anytime. I love you and I'm always praying for you, so is Jon. You can talk to us anytime, remember that. We'll always be your guardian angels.