ah guys
today was suck .got more bloodtest results back that are bad... which means i may not be able to move to london. i def won't be moving until april ... but i really don't know if it will happen at all. if i have serious illnesses to deal with----- i should do it somewhat close to my family and not another country ... with new doctors. EFFFFFFFFFFFF MY LIFE.
also i wasn't able to get to the post office cause the trains from my place in NJ were NOT RUNNING into NYC this morning which was ok cause i could switch but there was randomly no trains from my stop they just kept canceling them and i had a little issue getting to the play i had tickets to... so that was not lovely. we don't really have a bus near me (i know it's so weird) . i miss living in manhattan. if i cant go back to london i will at least go back to living in lower manhattan instead of jersey which masstransit is NOT AS GOOD AS MTA (how sad is that folks) !?
today sucks and im in such an awful mood. i also feel awful ...
but i hope EVERYONE HAS AN AMAZING HOLIDAY.
also i wasn't able to get to the post office cause the trains from my place in NJ were NOT RUNNING into NYC this morning which was ok cause i could switch but there was randomly no trains from my stop they just kept canceling them and i had a little issue getting to the play i had tickets to... so that was not lovely. we don't really have a bus near me (i know it's so weird) . i miss living in manhattan. if i cant go back to london i will at least go back to living in lower manhattan instead of jersey which masstransit is NOT AS GOOD AS MTA (how sad is that folks) !?
today sucks and im in such an awful mood. i also feel awful ...
but i hope EVERYONE HAS AN AMAZING HOLIDAY.