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life is so fucked up right now.
everything is so fucked up.
everything that i thought was so perfect and wonderful was based completely on bullshit.
and i am an overly forgiving person, but i just don't know anymore....
and i know a lot of you were freaked out by the last post of my arm, but i know that he reads this, and i need him to know how much he hurt me. i don't EVER want him to forget what he did to me.
plus if i see it i see i have a problem.
i dont know if i'll ever be able to feel again like i did.
i was so happy. so completely and utterly happy.
and all of it was based on a lie..................................
everything is so fucked up.
everything that i thought was so perfect and wonderful was based completely on bullshit.
and i am an overly forgiving person, but i just don't know anymore....
and i know a lot of you were freaked out by the last post of my arm, but i know that he reads this, and i need him to know how much he hurt me. i don't EVER want him to forget what he did to me.
plus if i see it i see i have a problem.
i dont know if i'll ever be able to feel again like i did.
i was so happy. so completely and utterly happy.
and all of it was based on a lie..................................