fragile, she doesn't see her beauty
Okay so I didn't do over half the stuff I said I was going to....
I just spent the last hour talking to my mother about my current feeling about life in the next five years. For the past few months I have been torn between what I think I should do and what I feel I should do. Because when I imagine the future I imagine myself here. And I don't know if that's because I live here and that's all I know or if I really want to be here? I don't really want to say more because if I do end up going to Parsons then I would not like to remeber this. But it was a good conversation.
God damn this Chem work is taking forever!! I must turn off my computer when I do homework because all my work takes twice as long when I don't...
I'm listening to Nine Inch Nails, The Fragile. It really is a beautiful ablum. I know some critics didn't like it. But there are some really romantic songs on the ablum. Sometimes I wonder who he wrote them for?
In my current surrondings I feel very romantic. Maybe it's because my outside world lacks romance that i make up for it in my interior life. I guess I'm reassesing what love means to me. Because I know that this roses and chocalate shit is not my kind of love. I guess I like a silent time of love. A bond, you're there for each other.
I just spent the last hour talking to my mother about my current feeling about life in the next five years. For the past few months I have been torn between what I think I should do and what I feel I should do. Because when I imagine the future I imagine myself here. And I don't know if that's because I live here and that's all I know or if I really want to be here? I don't really want to say more because if I do end up going to Parsons then I would not like to remeber this. But it was a good conversation.
God damn this Chem work is taking forever!! I must turn off my computer when I do homework because all my work takes twice as long when I don't...
I'm listening to Nine Inch Nails, The Fragile. It really is a beautiful ablum. I know some critics didn't like it. But there are some really romantic songs on the ablum. Sometimes I wonder who he wrote them for?
In my current surrondings I feel very romantic. Maybe it's because my outside world lacks romance that i make up for it in my interior life. I guess I'm reassesing what love means to me. Because I know that this roses and chocalate shit is not my kind of love. I guess I like a silent time of love. A bond, you're there for each other.