Dec 15, 2004 15:02
I’m feeling irrationaly angry, and now I’m going to vent!
I’m feeling very disillusioned….fuck all you pseudo-artist. I don’t know what I’m pissed about. Maybe the fact that NYU is becoming another Campbell Hall. I’m not mad about that, it’s just that no matter how far I go in the future I will always be pulled back into the past. How am I supposed to grow (as a person)? I have this sinking feeling that I won’t get into Parsons. Even though I desperately want to! I haven’t worked in my sketchbook for a month. I’ve been so BUSY!
Maybe this is misdirected angry because I have a history test, math test, and my Spanish poem are all due tomorrow.
I feel better now...