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This whole week has been one big CLUSTERFUCK! Nothing has worked out the way I planned. I was too worried to do nothing....and I was too per-occupied to do any work. My community service person didn't get back to me till today. I have to get up at 6:30 tomorrow to be at "work" at 8 am to work 8 hours. Only to come back on Monday and do the whole thing all over again! The thing that fucking gets to me is that i could have gone on that trip...because we (the class and I) basically did the same thing the whole week...except I'm stuck with 15 hours of community service!!!!!! I'm mad....I'm depressed...nobody understands me...I'm slowly becoming the person I was a couple of years ago....I don't like it. And the funny thing is nobody seems to give a fuck! Nobody, but this stupid LiveJournal will let me whine and not bitch at me! Which I can't seem to understand because these same people (you fucking know who you are!) who bitch at my whineing...whine all the live long day AT ME AND I DON'T SAY ANYTHING!!!
Why do I bother no reads this thing anyway...
Why do I bother no reads this thing anyway...