May 01, 2005 19:22
My birthday came and went, without event.
So I've had one too many Caramel Maccachtio's and I feel jittery-nervous-spent-tired. And I'm not at all prepared for my AP English Exam. I don't know where the time went this weekend? I want to rewind and fastforward this weekend.
I'm a bit manic too...I want to organize the clutter in my room: the books, the cd's, all the shit. I just want to tip over and throw all my books on the ground. I want to organize everything, because then everything on the inside would be a little bit calmer.
Justin's at Coachella...and I'm seriously jealous! Nine Inch Nails plays tonight. I completly forgot that the new album comes out TUESDAY!
So I can't study anymore and I will probally not do well...
But there is suffering in life, and there are defeats. No one can avoid them. But it's better to lose some of the battles in the struggles for your dreams than to be defeated without ever knowing what you're fighting for.
Oscar Wilde